Im seeing GREEN (:

Omg SPM is over!!! :D And you'd think i would have lotssss to blog about. But truth is i dont.. Whats the feeling of having finish a gazillion years of studying?? In the beginning, okay lah you get all crazy and stuff.. But when that cooled down you find yourself asking whats next? What should i do? Before Spm you have a million and one things you want to do.. And now when its the time to do it, you dont know which to do first! D: Ahh screw everything (: Im gonna focus on the Go Green Party first (: Make sure y'all come aight! :D

Those who want to pay please make arrangements to meet me! :) Leave comments or sms me aight ;)

xoxo

My not so boring weekend -Thank God.

Its been a week since my last post! Time really flies.

I had Addmaths last Wednesday. Paper 2 was legal murder i tell you! D: Most of us probably died half way through the exam. Our past year papers were easy compared to this! But oh well cant do anything about it now.. =/ One good thing about it was i managed to finish/do every single question.. Though i know most of it will be wrong but heck im still gonna go and say im hoping for an A-.. You hear me Pemeriksa Kertas Addmaths?! D: You hear me?! A- minimum. No bargain! ):

So now ive got that out of my system..... :D Thursday i was soo friggin bored i tell you! I played the piano for like 2 hours + just for something to do! =/ Went and downloaded the score for Romeo & Juliet - A time for us. I love that song! (: So moving! Anyway i practiced it on the piano together with Taylor Swift's Teardrops on my guitar that i photostated from Sarah ages ago (: No where close though.. ): Man i must suck.. *shrugs*

So due to absolute boredom, Embrys and I decided to go for a movie and of course shopping on Friday! (: Whats that? Spm you say? Aww come on once in a while wont hurt right? (: Soooo... yeah we went to Mid Valley *where else? We cant drive ):* And ended up watching Planet 51 ): All New Moon tickets were completely sold and the earliest timing was 4.30pm or something and its way too late for us since we had to get back early.. So how was it? Ahh its average =/ Something you'd watch on the Disney Channel. And all around us were little kiddies with their parents.. Kinda embarrassing but what can we do? ):

"Thats a weird place to have an antenna!" *points at his crotch* :D LOL

Anyway ended up buying a dress from Nichii *again!* and yup its another black one too (: I love shopping its so therapeutic! =P Embrys bought a black dress as well from Colours (:

Black strapless mini from Nichii.. The bump at the side of my hips is from the metal magnet thingy on the dress and not from a horrible mutant growth or something -.- Lol.

Lo and behold! Masquerade masks! :D We're gonna wear them to the party! ;)

Embrys & I.

Saturday, went for my cousin Jess' wedding dinner at the Crowne Plaza Mutiara Hotel Kuala Lumpur. Theme: Shades of Green. It was one of the best weddings Ive been to! (: Really sweet and awww.. Lol! :D There were awesome games and everything! Congratz to the married couple & also to Joanna Goh-Farthing who must have worked her butt off to ensure everything went greatly and smoothly! *3 thumbs up* And later that night i got an sms from a certain sayang that heighten up my mood! (; I love you dear! =P So here's some pictures!

They're magnets! Cool huh :D On the outside of the case it says "Love is the key to my heart.... *something something something i dont remember*...." But cute! :D

Jess' funny friend, Yan *idontknowhowtospellit* from Bermuda being the emcee for the night. He was wearing his awesome Bermuda tradisional attire - Shirt, Coat, Tie & everything with knee high green shorts ;D I like!

Uncles Keith Shu & Terry Teoh

Bride & Groom - Jessica & Kelvin

Joanna explaining that if we want the bride & groom to kiss someone will have to do the hula with the hula hoop for a full 15 seconds!

Jessica being helped by Joanna & little Rebecca

Okay so the last 3 pictures were from that morning at the church ceremony that i didnt attend. But i thought them very pretty so (: Credits to Joanna Goh-Farthing & Jaymee Wong + Keith Shu for the photos!

"Love is but the discovery of ourselves in others, and the delight in the recognition." - Alexander Smith

xoxo!

Let me out now RAWR :D

Hello frequent blog hoppers! :D

What did i do over the weekend? Lets see.. Friday went for a movie at Alamanda Putrajaya with the family. Yes i know :D In the middle of SPM?? Still have time for movies?! Of course! There's a time for everything yo :D So yeah ended up watching A Christmas Carol. Kinda spooky actually at some parts, LOL! Overall its so and so only.. Didnt get to watch in 3D so all the chase sequences were looong and no fun at all.. Boohoo! ):

Check out my ballet inspired shirt that i bought at Curve :D

While waiting for the movie to start, mom dragged me to every shoe and handbag store. -.- I think i might have developed some phobia. Lol! :D Ended up getting NOTHING which is a good thing actually cuz we already spent too much on shopping recently anyway (: Ooh which reminds me!

Bought this dress at Curve also from Nichii (: Whats the occasion? No idea. Heck who cares :D And i bought this the Sunday before SPM. (: They're putting up Christmas trees everywhere already! D: Wait for me lah people. Lol!

Oh and i realised i havent officially introduce you guys to my two trouble makers at home (: Such darlings! Though im the only one who thinks so :) Together, they've gone through atleast 6 pairs of shoes already!

Storm on the left; Nemo on the right. (:

NO THIS PICTURE AINT EDITED, ITS JUST THE FLOORING :D

Oh another random musing. I didnt realise really, truely how far apart my eyes are! o_o

They barely fit in the frame! =/

Anyway sooo 6 subjects down, 4 more to go! (: And 14 days to freedom! So close, so close.. (: Plus New Moon is coming out this Thursday! :DD Omgosh i dont care im sooo gonna go watch! Daddy said i can :D Muahahahaha

Me: Ahhh New Moon coming out! And I cant go watch ):

Dad: Why?

Me: Er SPM remember??

Dad: So? Exams are exams. Movies are movies. Two different things. So why cant you go watch?

Me: OMFG ARE YOU SERIOUSSS? =DDDDD

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Dad: What subject today?

Me: Maths. Urghh..

Dad: Go get an A back ok!

Me: Erm alright...... *silence* .... But dont blame me if i dont! D:

Dad: *shrugs* OKAY.

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Bro: We're going Kuantan this holiday right?

Me: WHAAT?!

Dad: Yeah.

Me: WHEN?!

Dad: After your SPM lah.

Me: Nonononoo you cannot touch me until the 19th of December! D:

Dad: *thinks*...... After SPM you should go learn to drive car!

Me: O_O *stares blankly* Uh huh.

Dad: *looks thoughtfully onto the ceiling*

=DDDDD

I dont know whats gotten into him lately! Usually when talking bout studies he'll be VERY strict! Especially on my English since its my mothertongue. He expects me to get 90+ every time.. -_- Cuz you know i cant speak chinese and my BM sucks real bad so he didnt want me to be some useless bugger or something. I used to dread showing him my results, not wanting to hear from him that its not good enough. (He says that everytime mind you! It gets very depressing) But lately he doesnt seem to care.. o.o When i online like up to 7 hours a day he doesnt say anything. He just walks in to see what im doing then makes some joke and go out again! What have i done to deserve this?? =DDD It seriously feels like a HUGE weight has been lifted off my back! I feel like i DONT HAVE TO live up to his expectations anymore! It really seems like he finally accepted me for who i am. And dont get my started on the driving thing D: Everytime i mention it he gets VERY impatient..

But now... I feel so free! Maybe thats why im so laid back and carefree about SPM. =X So much positive energy! Dont know whether its a good thing or not. I might end up being deluded. HAHA! Atleast it gets rid of the panics and butterflies! (: Oh and its Addmaths tomorrow! Kinda excited but worried! First time worrying since SPM started.. LOL.. I wonder how many people will walk out of the exam hall before the first half hour? =/ Even today during the Moral exam, more than 10 people went out and its not even half an hour yet! D: It took me 2 hours and 20 minutes to finish the damn paper x) Tomorrow will be VERY interesting! (:

I am currently hooked on the dancing bug. Like i havent since i was born *rolls eyes*. Anyway what im saying is i recently gotten very interested in lyrical and contemporary styles of dance! (: Even tried to do MJ's signature moonwalk on pointe shoes! Yeah like that turned out perfectly.. -.- Ended up doing the chicken little :D I feel so stupid HAHAHAHA. Dont get me wrong, chicken little rocks! ;)

Sylvia, study. Remember?

Yah yah. Wish me luck for tomorrow! ;D
I miss dancing ): -Wont be going for class on Saturday! Attending a cousin's wedding.-
xoxoxo!

Ps: Definitely Maybe will also be performing on the Go Green Party alongside Dichi Michi! (: As Tasha pointed out, notice how their band initials are the same! LOL :D Awesomeness! You can check them out on their myspace! www.myspace.com/definitely

I should never make promises i cant keep =P

I am not suppose to blog.

But here i am anyway. Rejoice people! :D

Sooo.. The first week of exams is over and done with. :DDDD I will never have to touch a BM or SEJARAH book in my whole life again!!!! :DDDD Omg its a new beginning :D I feel as if im merdeka already! Woohooo!

So how did I do? Hmm =/ Bm was alright. The essays weren't complicated and the tatabahasa part was actually doable! :D Awesome eh? Even the komsas part wasnt as bad as usual! (: So all in all i guess im aiming for a B. *Hopefully a lovely pemeriksa will give me an A- or something* Dream on lah Sylvia.

Sejarah hmmm.. I think.. Its just a thought! But i think that i may be able to pass o_o I KNOW I KNOW. WAIT. Its hard to process, but i seriously think i can! Although confirm 90% of it is all wrong. But i still think i can! :D Lol! Dont ask me where all this positive attitude came from! x) I seriously have no idea. Oh and i wanna thank Cck for tutoring me in Sejarah even though he knew i was hopeless! :D THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! (:

So English. It was really fun! :D The essay especially! I chose question 4: End your story with "We said our goodbyes and went our separate ways". I did a story about me being stalked and then kidnapped by this lunatic when i was 15, who brought me to a totally different country. Then i tried to escape multiple times but since i had no idea where i was going or where am i, my attempts always fail and he brought me back everytime. So after a while, i thought to myself what was the point of resisting? Maybe i was doomed and will be forever his? So shouldnt i try atleast to enjoy the time i have even though its away from my loved ones and with this stranger? And thats exactly what i did. Then here's the twisted part; I ended up falling madly, deeply and irrevocably in love with him. Its like our souls are tied together. My twisted love story.

*Okay i got that inspiration from the Twilight series and Christine Feehan's Dark series, the book Dark Magic which incidently is full of nothing but sex. Thank you Embrys for that delightful book! HAHAHA* So moving on ;D

I lived with him for 3 years. My passionate hatred and anger turned into passionate love until one day i felt guilty of abandoning my family like that. So with Jake's encouragement i called them up and they demanded me home or else they would have to involve the police and there will be a massive manhunt like the last time. *shivers* And yeah so i wrote about my mixed emotions, anger, sadness, happiness, desperation, conflicting thoughts and emotions, my hunger and need for Jake blablablabla all that stuff. How it tore inside to leave him but at the same time feeling guilty of doing that to my family and a faint longing to meet them. How it agonised Jake a hundred times fold than what i was ever feeling. How i knew if i decided to go home that it will be the last time ever i'll be seeing Jake. Cuz if i dont, my parents will involve the police anyway and Jake will be locked up for life because who would ever understand? So its like the exchange of my 'freedom' for his.

In the end it was Jake who 'brought me home'. Jake who prised my hands away from him as i clung on desperately while my family waited for me a little way off thinking i've gone mad. Jake who whispered words of comfort and promised to be there in my shadow always even though i could see it in his eyes that he was literally dying. My kidnapper turned lover. We both knew it was the right thing to do but I especially fought hard against it. So yes indeed "we said our goodbyes and went our separate ways". And tada =D If i could i wanted to write more. About how one day in the future, I saw someone who looked sooo familiar watching me as i made my way from the bookstore. Someone who even w/o contact made my heart beat faster and made me feel warm and complete. Someone who infront of my very eyes disappeared into the shadows leaving me with nothing but a familiar scent to remind me of what used to be.

But of course i cant because i had to end it with we said our goodbyes blablabla.. ): Damn! I was like soo syiok sendiri man! So happy to challenge the ordinary! Lol i think i read too much love stories x) And why did i bold-ed and coloured a few phrases? Sorry sorry i was being 'in the moment' :D HAHAHA

Anyway so another exam i had was EST - English for Science & Technology. Was quite okay (: I think i got all the objective questions right. 8D Lol! No, im not being boastful (: *angelic smile* HAHAHA

So just like that, 4 subjects gone *poof!* =) Another 6 more to go and 14 papers to sit for! And guess what people? 17 days to freedom! Weeeee (: Time flies yo! It only seemed like yesterday that i wrote '17 days to SPM on my left arm' (': Now i can write '17 days to freedom :D' Ahhhh (: Ooh which reminds me! This is what i wrote to keep me going.

Harsh, i know! :( But sometimes you gotta do whatever it takes ;) *brave smile* I can do this!! D: *agonised expression* Lol! Im so comical sometimes. What a drama queen!

Hey a small announcement to make on the Go Green Party! (: Those interested to perform and showcase your talents please feel free to give your names to Tasha! Or me lah if you x kenal her.. Lol (: Tasha said any talents are welcomed except for pole dancing and stripping! =X Now there goes my plan ;( HAHAHAH! Joke, joke! :D

Spm, dont bullshit me.

xoxo!

Miss me when im gone!

Hey hey!

So everyone knows that SPM is only 4 days away. And freedom is in 24 days! So close i can definitely taste it ;D This will be my last post till SPM is over and done with. *Though i cant guarantee that cuz everyone knows im an internet addict* ;D But i will of course TRY! (: So if you guys wanna contact me just sms me or something aight? (: No pressure! But....

Please DO sms or i will die kesunyian among my textbooks.

Or just spam my facebook or chatbox if you're missing me too much =D *perasaning*

Anyway,

GOOD LUCK TO ALL SPM CANDIDATES! :D

And be sure to attend the Go Green Party 09 as well! (;

So the latest update on THE SCANDAL OF THE YEAR? ;D

Yes, she's smiling ;)

So here's the evidence. You draw up your own conclusion ;D Love you guys! muahahhahaahaha

Old picture of me and my girls. Love you all sooo much! ;D We're so close we can totally share underwear if we want. IF WE WANT. lol! No need to be grossed out. =P

Ahhh. Wish me luck y'all! =X

xoxoxo

Check out the flyer! (: 7 days to SPM. Wth am i doing?

The Go Green Party flyer designed by Natasha Tan! (: This is the original flyer. The copies that we're giving out unfortunately has no colour but it still looks pretty awesome to me! ;D Oh and if you notice, it says down there "please recycle this paper" and you are encouraged to do so but of course after the party! (:

So guys.. Better book your tickets and arrange for the payment ASAP! =) You can send me an SMS to 0162475010. SMS guys. I wont be picking up any unknown numbers unless you send me an sms telling me who you are first cuz i dont want to waste time talking to jerks who prankcall. LOL (:

Or you could of course contact Ariff (017-3843055) or Tasha (014-3258336) =)

So moving on.

There's only 7 days left till SPM! D: And im still chillin'. History on the first day as well! I think im soo gonna die ): I need to get my priorities right! But its just soo hard ): Im addicted to facebook. I like to spam ): Spamming is fun ):

*slaps own face*

I NEED TO WAKE UP.

My countdown calendar on my left arm isnt working. -.-

So i guess i should go study. =/ Yeah right. See you guys!

xoxoxo

Go green party update on ticket pricing! Sorry for the confusion caused!

Omg i am so sorry! There's a NEW party update about the pricing! It is now RM 60 flat & Rm 70 for door payment! No more special early bird discounts lol! (: Please book & pay your tickets pronto! I am sooooo sorry for the inconvenience + confusion + multiple changes caused! =( Feel free to verbally abuse me at my chatbox if you feel the need to. x( There wont be any changes after this..... hopefully.. =X


Oh oh and usually at prom there will be a crowned prom queen & prom king right? So since this is a party there wont be a 'prom king or queen'. Instead there will be 2 titles up for grabs which are "That Green Gentleman" and "Mama Nature". :D Concept is about the same though =) And please try to incorporate something green into your outfit k! Want some ideas? How about GLOW IN THE DARK GREEN NEON PAINT or those GLOWSTICKS ppl use for concerts & stuff.. Show the support yo! ;D In any way you can (:


Again, sorry for the confusion caused! :(

xoxo

ATTENTION! Go Green Party update! (:

Hello earthlings! (:


I am happy to finally confirm that the Go Green Party '09 is to be held on the 17th of December 2009! (: There's a slight change in the pricing though.


The first 40 people to pay - Rm 55
The 41st person onwards to pay - Rm 65
Payment at door - Rm 70


So be sure to book your tickets and make your payment now to Natasha Tan or Ariff Hilmy! (: Or to me lah also boleh ;D The other details of the Party remains unchanged (:



THE GO GREEN PARTY!

Theme: Go Green!
Venue: Prescott Metro Inn Ballroom, Kajang
Date: 17th December 2009 [CONFIRMED!] =)
Time: 7.30pm – 12.00am
Fee: *refer above*
Dresscode: Not too casual/formal. SEMI-FORMAL
Featuring: Kajang’s very own fast rising band, DICHI MICHI, loads of music and more performances!


NO ALCOHOL
NO DRUGS
TOTALLY HALAL :DD


Future changes will be notified. Stay tuned for the updates.For more information or questions, contact Ariff (017-3843055) or Tasha (014-3258336)

P/s: Do pass the news around and invite everyone! (:


Be sure to make it! (:


xoxo

Something new, something different. First stage-call. (:

There's a sinister smile playing on my face.

Thinking about all the things we said.

With no where to go i turn to you

Looking for the light

Eyes so bright

And suddenly the curtain falls.

And i realised you may not be the one after all.

Is it the end of play?

I walk around in a daze

waiting for the light of day.

And then

A burst of silver

So surreal.

Made me turn around

Its all real.

From behind the curtains you appear

Memories rush forward

Startling and vivid

The tears come as naturally as ever

Beauty caught in the moment.

Embraced in your arms

i was still.

Confused by emotions

awakening.

Yet there's a hurt

Which i cant explain.

For there be no reason.

Will it hurt to let this go?

Was it wrong for me to hope?

And then the smile returns.

I need not fear.

I live in the moment.

Face the music

Let it play out.

And the light remains.

Symbolic,

Not hopeful.

Flickering but never dies out.

Still warm.

I can live with this.

Happy Hallomania (:

Omg.. Im getting obsessed about the party thing D: Its the only thing i can think about! x( Even searched the web for a pic of the ballroom.. I havent seen it yet x) Looks okay to me =S Oh well.. Also searched lots of green ideas (: Printed some out. Gonna pass them to Ariff or Tasha. Its like the least i can do since i'll be busy all throughout November and first week of December ): Spm in 18 days and counting! D: After 8th of December, TOTAL UNLIMITED FREEDOM :DDDDD

Omg i sound like an X pax commercial. -_-

Not daddy approved. ):



Daddy approved. (:

Anyway i went shopping last week and bought my green dress already (: Just a simple party dress. Initially bought it for a wedding that i had to attend sometime in November which had the SAME colour theme D: Shades of green. Figured i could save money and recycle the dress for the party (: But of course we still need to have our shopping trip after Spm girlfriends! (; Plus a hottie will be performing that night ;D You girls are gonna scream ;) Not saying who or what just yet, its a surprise! ;D

Those who know the secret please SHUT UP! (: That means you, EMBRYS YONG ;D Cuz Nissa wont tell (:

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

I also bought this GO GREEN Tshirt from Giordano (: A must-have! :D

Lol. Anyway :D

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! (:

xoxoxo

The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste. Gahh (:

Finally got all my trial results! :S So here it is..


BM: C
English: A
EST: A
Maths: A
Addmaths: B
Physics: B
Chem: C
Bio: C
Moral: A
Sej: 9G


So thats 4As 2Bs 3Cs & 1G. =.=

But what im really stoked about is my ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS! :DDDDD I GOT A B PEOPLE! 61%! :DDDD Ahhhhh im soooo happy! ((((((((:


Congratz to Zoe Jing for getting 92% on his Addmaths & altogether 8As this trials! (:


So anyway.


I have not been studying.
I am distracted.
I keep singing.
I am always so lazy + tired.
I am upset MU lost to Liverpool. (Give chance only la =P wakakkaa)
I am worried i cant score for Chemistry.
I am worried that i am so gonna fail Sejarah. AGAIN.
I am determined to get an A for Addmaths & Physics.
I am worried i wont be able to do a bow and arrow anymore ):
I am worried about my ballet.
I have not been practising anything.
My piano teacher is going to screw me for not practising AGAIN.
I need to cut my fingernails.
I spend Rm10 in two days for my phone credit.
I have no idea where all that money gone to.
I mean i sms practically nobody D:
I dont like answering calls anymore. :S
I let the phone ring like some idiot.
I had my period today and am currently in pain + frustrated.
I want to learn Latin ballroom dancing!
I want to learn pole dancing!
I want to learn lyrical + contemporary!
I want to learn jazz!
I want to learn them all! D:
I miss cheerleading ):
I want to go shopping with my girls! ):
VARNA SUCKS. HATE YOUU ):
Izzal called me pillow arms! -.-
Yong said i looked like a camel. -_-
Yong ALSO said i have only 1 boob and its on my forehead. WTF.
Cck asked 'Whats a Lady Gaga?' HAHAHAHHAHA
I had my last tuition class at Excel today ):
My bro screwed me for spilling coke all over his keyboard. x(
I cant get Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift - Two is better than one out of my head! :)
I am now addicted to Colbie Caillat's Falling for you! (:
I have never seen Maddie this dilamun batu before o.o
Embrys is an ass :D
Denissa is soooooo cute when she's jealous! (:
Hurairah asked me about my dance performance for prom last year! (:
I hope he dances with me this year (:
He said he's interested but he needs to check his schedule (:
HAH. SEE THAT EMBRYS? :D
Lastly, i dont get whats up with the sudden rubiks cube craze.
Its annoying! =/


So there. :D Random thoughts from my head shared with you all (: I'd really love to do a proper update but im so short of time right now! x) We're still debating bout the PARTY DATE. But most probably it'll be on 14th DEC. Still NOT CONFIRMED YET. But it be will soon! (:

Oh and to all those haters, SHUT THE F UP. Didnt your mommy tell you if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say anything at all! Pfft.. Kids nowadays. =/


Ps: Congratz to Jerjer for passing his latin dance exam! :D Awesome!


Till next post,
xoxo!

The world just HAS to be against me

We lost :( 2-0.

All hell is letting loose.

END-OF-THE-YEAR PARTY 2009 and YOU are invited! (:

LISTEN UP PEEPS! YOU ARE ALL INVITED TO.....



THE GO GREEN PARTY!


Theme: Go Green!
Venue: Prescott Metro Inn Ballroom, Kajang
Date: 12th December 2009 (not confirmed)
Time: 7.30pm – 12.00am
Fee: RM 55
Dresscode: Not too casual/formal. SEMI-FORMAL
Featuring: Kajang’s very own fast rising band, DICHI MICHI, loads of music and more performances!


NO ALCOHOL
NO DRUGS
TOTALLY HALAL :DD


Future changes will be notified. Stay tuned for the updates.For more information or questions, contact Ariff (017-3843055) or Tasha (014-3258336)

P/s: Do pass the news around and invite everyone! (:



Okay.. So this year the Jasmin crew is doing something a little different (: Instead of doing a prom like all the other schools, we decided to host a mega end-of-the-year party! :D Its gonna be so awesome with band performances like DICHI MICHI. (: Havent heard of them? Excuse me you should! Go check out their myspace profile! (; www.myspace.com/dichimichi


Incidently, X-plodetes support Dichi Michi as well! ;D


Anyway.


So about the theme of this event. GO GREEN. It means wear shades of green (: *I know Embrys will be all excited -.-* But that doesnt mean you need to wear ALL GREEN! I mean we're not leprechauns right? -.- So you can still wear a black dress or shirt or whatever but also creatively incorporate the colour green into your outfit! (: It may be a green sash or some funky green tie! Anything as long as you have something green or if not yellow (:


So ive been hearing a lot of people regretting not coming to our prom last year since it was a tonne of fun with Bunkface, Dichi Michi and even a surprise appearance by Sansan from Pee Wee Gaskins, Indonesia. Yes Indonesia people ;D So this year make sure you come alright? (; Its gonna be the same amount of fun (or even better!) with the same old crazy Jasmin-ians who loves to get down and do some booty shaking! ;D


Its the people who make the party aight! Not the venue or how many stars hotel blablabla whether the napkins on the table are folded into bird shapes or not. -.- Im not even sure we have tables at this party! :S Yes, it'll be a whole lot of dancing, singing, jumping, screaming and i know Ariff and the gang would engage in some humping! -.- hahahha (:



Oh yeah i should also mention that the ballroom is not very big. So incase we get a flood of party goers all wanting to get in, its first come first serve people! You pay earlier, the chances of getting in are better (: So with that said.


To whom can you pay?

For those who know Ariff or Tasha you can pay to them. If not you can also pay to me! (: But the date as said above is still not confirmed yet. I'll definitely update you guys about it here on my blog so keep your underwear on! (: No need to panic kay? ;D


Lastly, although its a PARTY, we'd like to keep it semiformal (: And also NO DRUGS or ALCOHOL aight? Keep it clean guys! (:


For more info or questions please leave messages on my CHATBOX kay.. (: Dont leave a comment on the post. Cuz i dont have email follow-ups (: Please and thank you! (:



xoxo

Hate me all you like. <3

Oh my god.


I have exactly 30 days left till SPM. Where did all the time went?!


And to top it off, IM SICK. Bloody hell. At first it was just a bit of flu, nothing big. But now im developing a fever. zzz. Atleast i get to skip school today! (: Which means i also skipped Bio gerak gempur exam :D Woots!


-EDITED-


To YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.


Oh its on. (;



Much love!
xoxo

Im single! (:

Today might just be one of my most heart-crushing moments ever! :'(




SHE BROKE UP WITH ME WTF. -_-


Dear Sylvia,

I'm sorry to tell you that we are over. LOL. As you can see, I have changed my FAcebook status from In An Open Relationship to Single. It's not that I don't love you anymore! But you see, my boyf signed up for fb and I can...not let him find out that we're together. LOOL. And fb doesn't allow me to put 2 names for therelationship status.

JUst to tell you I had loads of fun during our relationship. But I'm afraid I cannot provide you enough love as I cannot give 2 people the same love. Tsk tsk. SO I solemly declare you as my ex-boyf/girlf. And I'm letting you go so that you may have more experience with another man/woman that could provide you enough love for you & your family (wth?)

So, it's..
GOODBYE TO YOU.
GOODBYE TO EVERYTHING THAT I KNEW.
YOU WERE THE ONE I LOVE.
AND THE ONE THING THAT I TRY TO HOLD ON TO..

But I'm sure we could still be bestfriends when we see each other :D
I hope you'll understand.

xx

WTF.

Comments:
Melvinder Singh gosh u guys are so funny.


And so the enemy (Seow Zhen Sern) won. HAHAHA. And she broke up with me on her birthday too! -.- THROUGH FACEBOOK! :( what the hell. But i still love her anyway (: And atleast she took the time to write a real break up letter! LOLOLOL. xD


Soo.. Embrys was bugging me to DATE her since me and Denissa are over. -_-


Embrys Yong: i wanted to date u but u just wont appreciate me.WHY???
Me: EMBRYS. Wake up. I AM NOT SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO YOU WTF. x)


Sad case. She is still confused about her sexuality. -.-


Anyway (:


IM SINGLE! COME DATE ME (; ROFLMAOWTF


Nissa would be so proud! (':


xoxo

Dear Sarah (:

Im really really really BORED. No one is online. :( And im feeling real guilty for not studying like i know im supposed to. Plus im hungry :( Mummy left me all alone at home without lunch! D: Feeling like practising my cheer stretches + ballet but its kinda depressing seeing how much my skills have deteriorated. I cant even pull a decent bow and arrow now! D: And my scorpion really sucks as well :( Have to really work on my back flexibility again. *sigh*

Oh and did i mention IM HUNGRY? D:

*grumbles*

So anyway. (:

To SARAH CHEW SWEET YERN! :D

I know you're having a real hard time now. I mean you're more stressed than i am and im sitting for SPM this year! =X Believe in yourself cuz i know you can do it! (: Dont think about dropping out of the exam because whats the point if you do? You've already paid Rm800+ for it so might as well just take the exam and see how it goes. YOU WONT FAIL SARAH! You'll get atleast a merit okay. (; With skills like yours! Even if you dont feel satisfied with the results, like you said you can resit the exam next year with me (: Aww come on sarah think positive! You're so much better than i am! (:

Who got 94/100 distinction for grade 7 exam? (;

Who got nearly a distinction (70+) for Advance Found exam? (;

See you dont have to worry! I know you'll do great! (: And if you dont i told you i wont be disappointed in you or anything. In fact, im already soo proud of you for achieving so much in this short period of time! (: Sarah, you and Hwey Ling both had what? 2 months + only to prepare for the exam! And you're doing soo great already! There's no point stressing yourself out over a fail because you two definitely WONT get a fail alright? Have more confidence! You two are THE BEST ballet dancers in the whole school right now. I know right now you'd be saying "NOOOO" but yes sarah you are! (; I know Celine agrees with me =P

I love you soo much! Just have fun with this exam. Leave all your worries behind when you step into the exam room. Have fun! DANCE! When you're enjoying what you're doing the examiner can see that cuz there will be a sparkle in your eye and you'll definitely catch her attention! (: Sarah you can do it! And remember, im already soo proud of you! Everyone is! So dont worry too much alright? Again, I LOVE YOU! (:

If you need anything just sms me or give me a call. You want to borrow anything, you can have them all! (: (Ohmygod that rhymes o.o) HAHAHA Anyway, GOOD LUCK! And THINK POSITIVE. Go kick some ballet butt next Thursday alright? (;

Good Luck to Hwey Ling as well! (: And also to PeiJean! (:

See Sarah you're so great you dont even realise it! LOL. (: Start believing in yourself kay..

I love you sarah! (:

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Good Luck Jerjer for your Latin dance exam next Saturday and the performance on Sunday! (;

Fubusessed. :D

Pictures from the Prefects' Feast aka Jamuan Pengawas of SMKTJ2 2009 at The Mines Hotel! (: I am loving LOVING the fans! :D Awesome doorgift idea eh? ((((: And i got the pink one! :DDD Woots! Okay so here are the pictures! (:

Embrys

Maddie

Me

Nissa (fubu)

Tasha (:

Yes yes yes! Im back to camwhoring! (; Thanks to my besties lah. And incase you're wondering whats a Fubu, it is short for F***ING BUDDY :D Who taught me that? My mum of all people! LOL. (: So yes, that hottie right there is Denissa Goh Pei Jurn and she's my f***ing buddy (: HAHA. NO, you CANNOT steal her! :( Least of all Seow Zhen Sern! D: *Locks eyes on the enemy* LOL (:

Anyway.

HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY TO THE SEXY KING JACE LOK KAM SENG! (: (15 October 2009)

Jace and I (:

Too bad in this picture there's a certain UNWANTED DISGUSTING THING in the background called Lee-iamdisgusting-chunwai. D: If only i had time to censore his face :( Oh well.

Okay so why do i call him the SEXY KING? Because it is a name given to him by his MALE buddies. Yes, MALE. (: Wont mention names cuz they'll literally kill me. And they just cant get enough of him and his 'sexiness' apparently. So yeah. Sexy King! (: LOL. Btw, my fubu is the SEX GODDESS (: Cool eh? And no i did not give her that name incase you're thinking im a sexually-driven sex-crazy lesbian! D: I AM SO NOT OKAY. I just happen to love my fubu (: Alright moving on people.

I finally got invited to a Raya Open House! (: *Nazril's* Whoop-de-doo! Its about time too. I mean its already Deepavali! :D Which reminds me.

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!! (:

Dont forget my muruku!

Oh and here! (: A random convo with Embrys on Msn earlier.

lucky-1992@hotmail.com says:
ohmygod
there is 1 girl fr jb
i duno her
she know me
she come ask me
you tan jee han's gf?
wth!
what is wrong wit the pppl in this world

Alexa S. Howard says:

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

lucky-1992@hotmail.com just sent you a nudge.

LOLOLOLOL! :D

I love you Embrys (: But perhaps he loves you as well? (;

I am not suggesting anything! *innocent look that no one buys*

Okay so thats all for this post. Oh and DONT FORGET MY FUBU'S BIRTHDAY ON THE 18TH OCTOBER, SUNDAY! (:

I love you guys! (: Keep me in your dreams aight? (;

xoxoxo