Very Nice Gig @ Number One Cafe KL!!

Urgh i cant believe im missing the gig at one cafe, KL tomorrow! :'( Im so sorry guys! Mommy wont let me go :( She wouldnt let me skip piano and ballet class.. Booo!




Anyway, the rest of you people better not miss it! ;D Make sure you guys be there to catch Dichi Michi, Definitely Maybe & The Padangs live in action! Why did i only mention these 3 bands? Because not only does their music rock, but the people in it are AWESOME. :) Im not kidding.

Definitely Maybe

Dichi Michi

The Padangs

People,

GO.
PERGI.
去
जाना
GEH.
GAAN.
ALLER.
가다
ไป
ANDARE.
Đi
Отивам
Идти
IR.




How many languages need i repeat myself?! :D JUST GO! *Thank God for Google Translator!* LOL :D Show some support and spread the love :)


xoxo!

My Fallen Angel

I whisper your name
Come softly.
As you walked to me
Your innocence starts to fall away
like leaves falling in autumn
caught midair by the
sweet gentle breeze.
And there you soared
graceful as an angel
held afloat by the very image
you created.
The mask of which
you hid behind.
As you reached your hand out
to grasp the summit
everything gave way
and down you tumbled.
I watched you and your
pitiful plight.
How your wings began to fold
and throttle you.
Sweet black poison.
I laughed aloud into the lonely night
Vengeance tastes so sweet
as sweet as the black honey
flowing through these knotted veins
But you..
You'd never learn to appreciate it.
For you'll always be the reason,
the rotten core of the apple
that spurns the very thing
you are most attracted to
but also
the thing you fear most.
And that's why you'd never get the chance
cowardly fool!
Sleep well
My fallen angel
your journey into oblivion
is a long one.


A free verse poem. Written ages ago by me. And now i share it with you! :) Lol. Constructive criticisms please!


xoxo

What should i do with my life?

When i was younger, i had great ambition.

I wanted to become a marine biologist.

I wanted to become a herpetologist.

I even considered animal psychology.

But the long and grueling hours i need to put into studying seriously put me off. The thought of another decade of study made me realise its not as easy as it seems. There is also the matter of money. Im not smart enough to earn a scholarship. But i can promise you that im more passionate than anything. If you dont know by now, i loveeee animals! Im one of the minority that think that the human species is one of the more disappointing ones existing. So where do i go? What should i do? What should i study? Who shall i become?

A ballet teacher?

Dancing for me has been a lifelong passion. I cannot imagine my life without dance! Im looking to further my dance education and knowledge by taking up maybe a couple more dances. If i'd had my way, i would enroll myself in a school of arts :) But those schools cost a bomb. x( Only the best get scholarships. So seeing that im neither rich nor the best i can kiss that dream goodbye. Hmmm =/ The teacher's course for ballet will take up to 3 years. Most likely i'll be taking that. But i still dont know whether teaching's my thing :) I mean you know how awkward i am around kids! I think if you asked me to teach a pack of wolves ballet i would do a better job =X hahahaha!

No, seriously.


So i guess its back to square one. What do you guys think? What should i be doing? I need advice and suggestions! :) Please and thank you!


xoxo

Aritha

Once a little girl with hopes and dreams
Now she isnt what it seems
Lost and insecure
She's lying on her knees
Begging God to take her please


Thinking bout where it all went wrong
She thought she got it right all along
But now she's come to her senses
While counting out her expenses


Reliving the memories
of a teenage prom queen
With her little black dress
And her one only accessory
Just 6 feet tall.
They were oh so sweet.


And now look what she's become.
We were right from the get go
Selfish, stuck up, hopeless
Messing with the wrong crowd.
And now she'll pay for her sins
And now she'll die in hell.


Goodbye Aritha
Goodbye Senorita
I'll see you when the worlds collide
Bite my dust now you must die
The ground will open
And swallow you
(Swallow you, die)
I relish as your tear streaked face
Burns burns burns
It burns burns burns.

As you burn burn burn.


Reliving the memories
of a teenage prom queen
With her little black dress
And her one only accessory
Just 6 feet tall.
They were oh so sweet.


But that was just a memory
We were right from the get go
Evil, mean, disgusting.
Messing with the wrong girl.
And now you'll pay for your sins
And now you'll die in hell.


Goodbye Aritha
Goodbye Senorita
I'll see you when the worlds collide
Bite my dust now you must die
The ground will open
And swallow you
(Swallow you, die)
I relish as your tear streaked face
Burns burns burns
It burns burns burns.

As you burn burn burn.


Goodbye, goodbye Aritha.......


Once a little girl with hopes and dreams
Say your prayers, say your prayers.
Before He takes you please.



(Okay i really have to find something else to do. -.- Before i start writing more random & meaningless songs/poems/whatever you wanna call it)


xoxo

My 2010 resolutions.

Okay firstly you may have noticed my blog has suddenly turned green (: Yeah its my new fav colour after all! Though the chatbox looks disgusting =X I'll customize it again another time (: Bear with me people. So yeah, GREEN 2010! Weeee!







So what are my resolutions this year? Hmmm lets see.


I vow to...

1. Be a more independent human being.

2. Let more people in my life :)

3. Balance the serious and fun!

4. Appreciate and treasure the awesome people in my life now and not take them for granted!

5. Go on my first date! :D HAHAHA! This is sad!

6. Not have an 18th single valentine's day (: (Yes guys i am still keeping that piece of paper that we all signed! I'll take a picture of it and post it up next time ;D)

7. Take up atleast 2 new dances to broaden my dance knowledge :)

8. Excel in all my ballet exams this year!

9. PASS my Grade 7 piano practical exam!

10. Continue cheerleading! :) I must not give this up! Not yet! :)

11. Enjoy my life to the fullest! You only turn 18 once. Damn im old :(

12. Learn how to play a guitar (: Atleast the basics lah.

13. Become a mature and responsible adult. Though i dont wanna truly grow up ):

14. Start going to the gym! :)

15. Okay okay get good results for my SPM. Though i dunno how that can be helped anymore. -.- Pfttt...


So there you have it! :) My resolutions for 2010 that hopefully i will achieve! :) *fingers crossed* Unlike other people i dont have to include staying off alcohols & smoking cuz i generally hate both (: Yay for me! LOL.


Anyway, as you all know, Denissa has left for National Service Camp :(((((((((((((((( Im very sad about this and im missing her sooo much! 3 friggin months i wont be able to see her!! Thats seriously illogical D: Take care Nissa! Have fun while you're there and be safe! Cant wait to see you again woman (': I love you bff! *airhugs*


XOXO

GG Party Crew Outing

Yes, she actually bought this. -.-

Maddie was absorbed. :)

Very sexy Ariff (;

Weird hotties :D

Maddie. Enough said.

All our Gs are terbalik except for Kwan Wei's. x)

Choosing hot boxers for Melly (:

Maddie & me loveee to conteng (:

Tada! (:

The HOT guy that we stalked ;D Muahahahhaa

Everyone engrossed in a book called "DIRTY SIGNS" (;

14 of us.

Love this (:

With Mathew Roche

Bestie (:

The Fadhli Pose. ;D

Train station.

Okay there are loads more pictures 120+ actually :O They can be found in Winnie's Facebook. :) Do her a favour and tag yourselves! :) Mini Go Green Party 2 tomorrow! Weeee.. Private event :) Cant wait! It'll be so awesome if we kena halau by the cops :D Totally a teenage experience (; LOL! Exactly 1 hour till 2010 guys! Write down those resolutions ;D

Its a new year, new friends, new people, new life, new day and NEW HAIR ;D Yes people, Ive dyed my hair (: Home dye. Not that obvious. Ah heck! =) Its a new look anyway :D

HAPPY 2010 yaw!

xoxo

Green is my new thing (;

Lets continue :)



Right after the party we had to practice for our dance competition on Sunday. Jeng Yee pulled out last minute ): So its just me, maddie & Sarah :) Note, its a HIPHOP competition. But Jazz is allowed also.. So my ballet teacher grouped us up and there we were struggling to choreograph a routine with atleast 2 mins & 30 secs. We ended up finding ways to drag the time cuz we were seriously out of ideas :D Maybe if we practiced like 2 weeks earlier or something we would be prepared enough.. LOL. So anyway there we were, 2 ballet girls & a totally hiphop Madeline trying to dance JAZZ. -_- Can you see whats wrong with the picture? xD hahahah In the end we were dancing belly dancing & lyrical. -.- So totally wrong genre man! But ape2 je lah! There were prizes for the Top 3, best costume & 5 consolation prizes. There were 9 teams competing in the open category :) So which means everyone gets a prize except for the 9th team. =/ And we were pretty sure its gonna be us. x) Sarah even left right after our performance! LOL :D But we managed to get 7th place. haahhaah! Which means we get a trophy & Rm100 :) Awesome eh? hehe!

No pics or videos of the dance though! Sorry guys =P hahaha.. And a huge THANK YOU to Ariff, Nab, Syed, Fadhli & Jac for being there and giving support! :) I bet Jac had a great time ;D *ehem ehem* I shall say no more :) So i used the money to belanja the four crazy people bowling & waffles :) While Maddie & Jac tu entahlah hilang ke mana. Muahahha x)

Waffle!

Ariff :)

Syed, Ariff & Fadhli :)

Nab's rejoice commercial! :D

Fadhli's erm idk what pose is this :)

Nab & Syed *me & Ariff behind* :)

See look who's missing from all the pictures? :) Hmmm... Anyway i had fun that day guys! :D You all mmg best lah! Thankk youuuuu! :)

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Okay so on the 22nd of December, the Go Green Party crew decided to go out and celebrate the success of the party :D We gathered at the train station and left it more than an hour later. LOL. Time flies when you're with the world's most awesome people :) hehe.. Went to MidValley & had tonnes of fun there! :D We sat at a corner in Borders at The Gardens and talked about Melvin's 12 maids :) Weeee! Fun yo! Hahhaa while the other 5 people went and watched Avatar :) Then we stalked and chased a hot guy! xD Scared him off of course ): Booo lol! Halfway we called Bazz & Adry. Too bad they couldnt make it due to assignment overload & Adry was sick! ): Get well soon, Adry! :) Its okay there's always a next time! ;)

Soo the group was made up of:

Sylvia

Maddie

Tasha

Winnie

Ariff

Kwan Wei

Suping

Nab

Syed

Fadhli

Syamim

Melvin

Anisha & her two funky friends :)

Ajam

Matt Roche met us there. So in total 17 of us! :) hehee.. Had a blast!! Really love going out with you guys :) We have to hangout more in the future aight! ;) I miss you all already! ): Here's some pictures. The group pic and all is with erm i dont know who. =/ Melvin i think! :) Will upload them here when i get my hands on them ;D

These are the only pics i currently have. :) Once Winnie finishes screwing Mel kao kao then i'll get the pics uploaded :D hahaha! This is it for now. Happy holidays guys! :)

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAZREEZAL aka GUY of DEFINITELY MAYBE :)

Hehe, xoxo!

Green Euphoria! :D

With Ariff hotstuff before the party started decorating the ballroom. :)

Hey guys! Woots im back after idontknowhowlongihaventblogged! (: So how was the Go Green Party you ask? Omgosh NEED YOU ASK? =) Of course it was super awesome gempak gile!! I would loovveee to thank Dichi Michi & Definitely Maybe for an awesome rocking time! :) You guys memang best lah! Plus they took the time to hangout with us and stuff :) Ahh we love you guys to death! :D


Okay okay so i really miss the times when the crew got all stressed and freaked out over preparing for the party ): No more going over to Tasha's house to work on the deco. No more calling each other or texting worrying over the party. No more bugging hundreds of people to come for the party. ): Though i know you guys are glad the last one's over =P hahaha! but beware there's always next year ;) LOL! Im really sad that the party is over and wish that it couldve lasted longer. Plus denissa was missing ): Anyway i dont wanna talk much about the what ifs and what could have beens :) im just sooo thankful that the party was a huge success and that everyone enjoyed it! :D


The party started off with makan & chatting. The usual :) Then there was a sweet singing performance from Addy & Russell. After that there were loads of personal stuff with a few people that only go green attendees should know ;D So skipskipskip. Ariff gave the signal to the Dj & suddenly the party crew were dragging themselves up on the dance floor! :) Whats that? We did a surprise thriller dance! :D LOL! Okay so it was really messy cuz we didnt even rehearse it beforehand. Duh guys, i said surprise didnt i? ;) haha But it was really cool and after the dance all of us walked back to our tables and acted like nothing ever happened! Awesome :D After makan, there were performances by Ariff's band, a dance performance by me & maddie, 2 dances by Shaun & his gang, Didi rocking it up on his gameboy music, Chiptunes or something like that :D & super awesome gempak band performances by Dichi Michi & Definitely Maybe :) Im not mentioning them in order cuz i kinda forgot the sequence and stuff x) I was giler happy that night lar so forgive me :) hehehe

Didi was awesome that night! :) Amazing! First time ive seen this happen! :D

TECHNO... Yes Techno is the type of music which has this very techy feeling to it. Robotic, computer generated music. See there was a dude who did it live... I thought it was the DJ playing a random techno song. But when i asked him what song it was. He pointed out the guy with the gameboy. NO F'ing WAY!!! The gameboy connected to a laptop and a software in an external hardrive. THIS DUDE WAS AMAZING. He's playing Donkey Kong, winning the level and creating music at the same time. How cool is that??? You wont be able to see this anywhere else man... Its a shame that people missed the fun! It was really awesome.

-Quoted from Jac's blog

Hmm what else? Yeah as if i can forget the next part! =P Omgosh the dancefloor was WILD. There's no other words to describe it! WILD i tell you! :D From total strangers one minute to dance partners the next. No one cared who they're dancing with! It was completely out of control! :D Even the band members lepak & danced with us! :) Thank you guys again for a wonderful time! :) And me? okay so i got a little carried away and danced with everybody & anyone i saw. LOLOL! x) I was friggin happy that night i tell you! :) I mean SPM's over, we're hanging out with hotstuffs & we even made some profit out of the party! :D There's all the reasons to celebrate! :) Gosh i think i had a little too much fun.. =P Im still hyped even now although the party is like nearly a week ago! :) heee.. Im sure everyone feels the same way ;D We're even planning for the next one already! :D ahhahah! Go Green Party 2 anyone? (;

Overall the party was a night to remember! :) I got to know a few people better and learnt not to take things for granted. Thank you tasha & ariff for being such great organizers! :D Thank you also to the awesome party crew and of course all the performers! :) Im soo happy that Ive gotten closer to some friends that normally we would just say hi and bye in school without bothering to catch up and stuff. And now that Ive finally finished school i realised ive been taking a lot of things for granted. Like Ariff said 'I wish i've known you guys sooner so we can have loads more fun like this!' But no worries we'll come back to visit and drop in on you guys once in a while :) Plus we'll definitely hangout more after this! ;) Also, through this party im sure lots of us got to meet new found friends! :) It was definitely an experience i would very much love to repeat.


So what crazes i got from this party?

Jasminians practically fell in love with every band members haha. Like, Sue liked Acong. Winnie liked Adry. Maddie liked Acong, Shakir,etc. Sylvia liked everyone haha.

-quoted from Tasha's blog.

LOL! Sylvia liked EVERYONE? xD Omggg i cant stop laughing! hahahahahahaa! ROFLMAO. Okay okay so i admit, like tasha i think Roy is cute! Just look at his smile! :) haaha! Plus im crazy over Acong's & Bazz's hair :) I mean they're prettier than i am with long hair! D: How is that fair?? Lol! x) Plus their hair is soo healthy looking! I just feel like touching it :D hahahh okay maybe not. Cuz it might freak them out if they're reading this but seriously! :D Lol! Okok moving on.. I like Guy's hair as well! Loool! Its an afro! How can you not like Afros? =D Really! Okay okay fine i'll shudup bout their well groomed hair now :( Geeez...


So who else? Well Yaya of course! Goshhhh she's soo freaking hot! =D All the guys have been talking about her hahahha.. She has an amazing voice and she CAN DANCE LIKE CRAZY i tell you! I swear maan :) Plus did i mention i like her hair too? x) hahahha alright alright.. Lol! Whats up with me and hair these days huh :) Okay i better stop before people think im nuts. Which i actually am so does it make any difference? -_- *clears head* Anyway. Im addicted to Dichi Michi's songs :) Robot was kind enough to give me a free Cd :) Weeee! And its still in my cd player that i listen to every night! Lol :D I love Realiti & Fantasiku! :) And im not the only one crazy about that song! Go check Winnie & Tasha's blogs :P hahaha Ajam really has a nice voice! =) Fine without you is also another great hit! This song is in Malaysia's English Top Ten list! :D Its kinda awesome hearing me and the girl's voices at the intro and ending :) Hahha.. Thank you guys again for that opportunity!


And here are some pictures of the party! :) There are of course a gazillion more on Facebook & Myspace! Seriously. Ive lost track x)

Bestie :)

The awesome girls :)

With Definitely Maybe! :)


Dance performance :)

Ashok! :)

Bestie on the dance floor :)

Random. HAHA


Definitely Maybe :)

Dichi Michi :)

Ariff being passed around the dance floor! :D Awesome!


Surprise thriller. LOL :)


My stunning girls Maddie & Embrys :)


Guy :) haha! There were lots of 'trains' that night! hehe

Okay so the rest of the pictures you can find them on multiple users' Facebooks & Myspaces :) or you can just view them from my myspace at www.myspace.com/sylviasillyballerina or the bands' myspace at www.myspace.com/definitely & www.myspace.com/dichimichi


DO CHECK THEM OUT GUYS! :) Definitely Maybe & Dichi Michi gempak! Im not lying. Check out their music and join the fanwagon :D Weeeee


So this is it for the Go Green Party. Im not gonna blog more cuz it'll probably take me like another 10 posts before im done telling you guys how awesome the night went x) Just make sure to come for next year's *we are already in the midst of planning ;)* and do check out those two bands aight? :)



Till next post! Ohmyohmy i still have lots to blog about but one step at a time aight :)
xoxoxooo!


Ps: Green is my new favourite colour :)