Monday, October 18, 2010

I say Gay Discrimination is a sin in itself!

I dont get why when a person admits he's gay, it suddenly becomes every one's issue and problem. Who that person chooses to love is his business. Why is the rest of the world coming involved in his love life? Since when God restricted and limited love. And who are we humans to judge that person at all. It makes me sad to see people condemning gays and lesbians, saying hurtful things like "They should go to hell." Leave them alone. They already know what they are risking by coming out and being honest about themselves, looking at how the majority of today's society view gays and lesbians as. Sexuality is not a sin. Tell me is it better for them to lie to themselves and the rest of the world and marry someone of the opposite sex that they harbour no such feelings for? Living a life full of lies and at the same time taking away their spouses and their chance of finding true love? Isn't that a sin?

Exodus 20:7

Thou shalt not take the name of the LORD thy God in vain; for the LORD will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain.

- King James Version

It is clear that the bible says that cursing, swearing, cussing should never come from a Christian's mouth. Now tell me, how many of you just sinned? Shouldn't you be condemned then? Why are you forgiven by the general public and have your sin overlooked like it wasn't a sin at all? If one were to look over everything the bible says then one (especially one living in today's society) would have found that he or she have sinned numerous times. So sinner, what makes you different from the rest of the world? Who gives you the right to make judgements on others and condemn them for what and who they are? Who are you to play God's role? Find something else to worry about wont you? Mind your own business. Again, IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. Gahhhhhhhhhh.

It makes me so sad sometimes how small people's hearts can be. I wish the world would be more accepting. Its not like I can one day say "I think I'll become a lesbian." when im straight. Its not a choice. They dont wake up one day and say "Hey i think i'll become gay." So have a heart people. Stop with the discrimination. Stop with the bullying. We only have 1 life. And it can end anytime. So dont waste it with making a big deal of this small issue. Look at the bigger picture in life. What significance does human sexual preference have in yours? If you're straight you're straight. Good. If you're bi you're bi. Good. If you're gay or lesbian then you're gay or lesbian. Good. Its like the majority of the world love vanilla ice cream but there are some who prefer chocolate or strawberry or yam or mint or any other flavour. Should we outcast these people then and condemn them? Its the same thing.

Watching this video today inspired me to blog this post. And for those of you curious to know,

I am straight.
I am not a Christian.
I am not religious in any sense.
You can say I am Agnostic.
I prefer chocolate, strawberry and mint ice cream over vanilla.

So there. Yeah go ahead and condemn me for that. Food for thought?

Sunday, October 17, 2010

My advanced 1 Rad Ballet Grand Allegro free enchainement!

Right leg derriere en crosse. Chasse en avant degage, demi contratemps, fouete soute, coupe pose temp leve in arabesque, chasse passe en avant. Demi contratemps, fouete soute, coupe pose in 1st arabesque fondu. 3 runs grande jete en tournant, 3 runs fouete soute, petit develope passe devant, temps leve in arabesque, run in circle & repeat other side till 3runs fouete soute, chasse passe en evant, chaines en diagonale finishing with chasse & releve in 1st arabesque. HOLD.

How's that for free enchainment? o_o

Monday, October 11, 2010

I never thought that I'll see the day when you'll be gone and I'm stuck with what's left of a heart and it kills me inside, because you were the sweetest love I've ever known.


Thursday, September 30, 2010

Euro 2004 UEFA Portugal Edition Carlsberg Beer Can

Euro 2004 UEFA Portugal Edition Carlsberg Beer Can 500ml
Unopened, full drink & in excellent condition.
Rm45; does not include postage fee.
*price is negotiable*

Interested, email me at or call/text 0162475010 (Sylvia) :)

Note: Malaysian region only!
: I am not promoting alcohol. This item is a collector's item and shall be treated as such.

Mini 7Up Can Limited Edition 150ml

Mini 7Up Can 150ml
Limited edition.
Unopened, full drink & in excellent condition.
Expired on 31st May 2005.
Rm18; does not include postage fee.

Interested, please feel free to send me an email at or call/text to 0162475010 :)

Note: Malaysian region only!

2006 Fifa World Cup Germany Edition Coca Cola Can 325ml

2006 Fifa World Cup Germany Coca Cola Can 325ml
Michael Ballack.
Unopened, full drink & in excellent condition.
Expired on 15th June 2007.
Rm 18; does not include postage fee.
Collector's item.

Interested, please feel free to send me an email at or call/text to 0162475010 :)

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Thursday, September 9, 2010

Just because you're right, doesn't mean I'm wrong. I just want to use your love tonight.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

In memory.

30.05.1992 - 31.08.2010

Why is it that most of us take for granted everything we have in life when we know that life is too short? Anything can happen, overnight our lives can change forever. It still seems a bit surreal to me. I wasn't close to you. We barely talked though we spent our whole childhood together. I remember, play-dates on every weekend, celebrating our birthdays together (She was 5 days younger than I am), family dinners, trips etc.. And then everyone started drifting apart. And i didn't spoke to you in years. Until now, we have never spoken directly to each other. And we never will.

You had so much to offer. Everyone compared us. You had the better grades every single time. You were the bright child. You were the taller one. The more hardworking one. And i simply lose to you in almost everything. Its sad you had to go. Just 18. Life was just starting for you. Seems unfair really, but who am i to judge whats fair or not? That's life. All we do is live it and play whatever roles we were given. There is no room for regrets.

Dear cousin, you will be sadly missed by everyone who knew you. And here i am struggling with myself. I look at your facebook wall full with condolences and everyone wishing you well in heaven and messages of 'i will miss you's. I wanted to write something but i cannot think of what. How could i say 'i will miss you' ? Why didnt i take the time to get to know you again? And now its too late. You're gone. With my role in your life, i do not deserve to say that 'i will miss you' no matter how much it rings true. I could only pray for you and hope that wherever you are now, you are at peace. May God bless your soul, Winnie Chiam. I am glad to have known you.

Just a few pictures out of loads. R.I.P cousin!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010


When you trip over love, you can get up. When you fall in love and you fall forever.

True love stories never have endings.


It starts with ours, it ends with ours. Fullstop.

Friday, August 6, 2010


Secondhand Serenade - Stay close, dont go.

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty of our wins or have i ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
but look through that
and you will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
amazed how I somehow managed to
sweep you off your feet girl,
your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do.
But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

And don't you know my heart is open, oh,
it's putting up the fight,
and I've got this feeling,
that everything's alright,
and don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
but you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone,

(stay)If you leave me tonight,
(close) I'll wake up alone,
(don't)don't tell me I will
(go)make it on my own,
(stay)don't leave me tonight,
(close)this heart of stone
(don't) will sing till it dies
(go)if you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight


Thursday, August 5, 2010

Pain, just pain.

One day you'll find something thats worth everything. Something to fight for, something to live for, something to want, something to need, something to love, something you cannot live without; just to kill it in the process. What would you do? What can you do? Why did you kill it?

I am willing to live with everything, with all the guilt, with all the pain that I CAUSED, everything just to be with you. Im selfish i know because i dont care what its doing to you. Suffer with me or we die trying. Because no one else can have you.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Little miss genius *coughs*

Its been a while since i turned on my brain. Too much intelligence is slowly killing me. Trying to think rationally again seems almost alien-like. I want to go back to my fairytale and never resurface.

Curse you university life.



"Many people have told me that I've changed. That Im not me anymore. But truth is, I think I've just found myself."

Deal with it, or get lost :)


Sunday, July 25, 2010

Myspace is full of douchebags. Tsk.

5:44 PM Khairul: aslam kom boli kenal
5:48 PM Khairul: wah sobon ye wak ni ?
5:56 PM Khairul: hai tak ade balas pon. teruk ni... adu sakit kepale saye ni
6:08 PM Khairul: hai
6:14 PM Khairul: lacau cibai ciyau fak kiyu


Asshole loser! ;)

Wednesday, July 21, 2010


He lost his soul to a woman so heartless.

Monday, July 19, 2010


Know you have died
And your pain is the sign
You're alive, you're alive, you're alive, you're alive
You can still bleed
You can cry, you can need
You can shred your soul
You can rise when you fall


One too many times before.

We all know the pain of a broken heart. How about the pain of a heartbreaker? Easily overlooked. Not because its not important. But because they dont even deserve to feel anything. They dont deserve the attention. They dont deserve to say they feel the same pain or more.

Because they are the ones who gave suffering. And now they should suffer alone.

How can you sleep knowing you'll go to hell?
You sleep without hope.
You sleep with acceptance.
You sleep preparing.


Friday, July 16, 2010

Week 1

First week of Uni was a bitch. I am least bothered. Why am i there again? Oh yeah for the sake of a degree and to waste my dad's money. Wee. I think people think im weird. Because i walk alone and randomly sit next to people i dont know. I barely talk because i just dont feel like talking. And i never linger around campus. Straight home after class. The best part of university life is i get to wear shorts and walk home from campus. I am least interested.

But i cant deny i got a little bit excited when i went Tesco yesterday and bought my supplies :) Ring files! Test pad! Notebook! Pens! Weee. I have a weird fetish. I love notebooks. I love stationaries. I love gift boxes. I love cute wrapping paper :) Hee.

By the way has anyone watched Eclipse yet? :/ I waaaaaant to watch! Like sooo badly. Guys, lets goooo! Geeez. Dont watch without me ): And and and MTV WORLDSTAGE LIVE IN MALAYSIA. TOKIO HOTEL. :O Ahhhhhhhhhh. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.




Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Jay Sean - Down (cover)

Jay Sean - Down (Cover)

By my friend, Wong Fu Wai :) Which i think is not bad at all! Enjoy!


Monday, July 12, 2010

Over the weekend,

Spain won the world cup.
I missed Cheer 2010.
I started my first class in uni today - Atoms and Bonding.
And i realised something hugee.
Which im not telling here so :P

Right. Tomorrow will be a longer day.


Thursday, July 8, 2010


Im starting to even talk like him.
If you dont know, it is bordering on an obsession
so insane, so crazy
that everything just revolves around you.
And Im doing my best to keep my feet on the ground.

Im wearing thin.

So yeah i registered myself today into the University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus. Course of study - Foundation in Science. Induction is tomorrow. Fuck this. I am NOT in the mood at all to start my studies. I am NOT in the mood to study about Atoms and Bonding. Wtf. WHY did i take science? Urghh.

Lectures start on Monday. And i'll be walking to school. Sigh. I feel sick even talking bout it.

10th & 11th July 2010 - CHEER 2010.

Its sad that X-plodetes arent competing. And its sad that i might not be able to go. MIGHT. sigh. Fuck this.


Auf wiedersehen Germans ):

Spain 1 - Germany 0

Everyone is cursing Paul the octopus on facebook. HAHAHAHAHAHHA. Stupid match. Stupid game. Stupid goal. What were German defenders doing to even let Puyol wander around unmarked. And Puyol scored of all people. -.- Germans were playing like crap. Sigh.

Netherlands vs Spain in finals. Epic.
Im supporting Netherlands.
Because Huntelaar is cute :)
So is Wesley Sneijder :)
And David Villa just got lucky this season.


Im grieving )':
This world cup sucks. lol