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Hello frequent blog hoppers! :D

What did i do over the weekend? Lets see.. Friday went for a movie at Alamanda Putrajaya with the family. Yes i know :D In the middle of SPM?? Still have time for movies?! Of course! There's a time for everything yo :D So yeah ended up watching A Christmas Carol. Kinda spooky actually at some parts, LOL! Overall its so and so only.. Didnt get to watch in 3D so all the chase sequences were looong and no fun at all.. Boohoo! ):

Check out my ballet inspired shirt that i bought at Curve :D

While waiting for the movie to start, mom dragged me to every shoe and handbag store. -.- I think i might have developed some phobia. Lol! :D Ended up getting NOTHING which is a good thing actually cuz we already spent too much on shopping recently anyway (: Ooh which reminds me!

Bought this dress at Curve also from Nichii (: Whats the occasion? No idea. Heck who cares :D And i bought this the Sunday before SPM. (: They're putting up Christmas trees everywhere already! D: Wait for me lah people. Lol!

Oh and i realised i havent officially introduce you guys to my two trouble makers at home (: Such darlings! Though im the only one who thinks so :) Together, they've gone through atleast 6 pairs of shoes already!

Storm on the left; Nemo on the right. (:

NO THIS PICTURE AINT EDITED, ITS JUST THE FLOORING :D

Oh another random musing. I didnt realise really, truely how far apart my eyes are! o_o

They barely fit in the frame! =/

Anyway sooo 6 subjects down, 4 more to go! (: And 14 days to freedom! So close, so close.. (: Plus New Moon is coming out this Thursday! :DD Omgosh i dont care im sooo gonna go watch! Daddy said i can :D Muahahahaha

Me: Ahhh New Moon coming out! And I cant go watch ):

Dad: Why?

Me: Er SPM remember??

Dad: So? Exams are exams. Movies are movies. Two different things. So why cant you go watch?

Me: OMFG ARE YOU SERIOUSSS? =DDDDD

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Dad: What subject today?

Me: Maths. Urghh..

Dad: Go get an A back ok!

Me: Erm alright...... *silence* .... But dont blame me if i dont! D:

Dad: *shrugs* OKAY.

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Bro: We're going Kuantan this holiday right?

Me: WHAAT?!

Dad: Yeah.

Me: WHEN?!

Dad: After your SPM lah.

Me: Nonononoo you cannot touch me until the 19th of December! D:

Dad: *thinks*...... After SPM you should go learn to drive car!

Me: O_O *stares blankly* Uh huh.

Dad: *looks thoughtfully onto the ceiling*

=DDDDD

I dont know whats gotten into him lately! Usually when talking bout studies he'll be VERY strict! Especially on my English since its my mothertongue. He expects me to get 90+ every time.. -_- Cuz you know i cant speak chinese and my BM sucks real bad so he didnt want me to be some useless bugger or something. I used to dread showing him my results, not wanting to hear from him that its not good enough. (He says that everytime mind you! It gets very depressing) But lately he doesnt seem to care.. o.o When i online like up to 7 hours a day he doesnt say anything. He just walks in to see what im doing then makes some joke and go out again! What have i done to deserve this?? =DDD It seriously feels like a HUGE weight has been lifted off my back! I feel like i DONT HAVE TO live up to his expectations anymore! It really seems like he finally accepted me for who i am. And dont get my started on the driving thing D: Everytime i mention it he gets VERY impatient..

But now... I feel so free! Maybe thats why im so laid back and carefree about SPM. =X So much positive energy! Dont know whether its a good thing or not. I might end up being deluded. HAHA! Atleast it gets rid of the panics and butterflies! (: Oh and its Addmaths tomorrow! Kinda excited but worried! First time worrying since SPM started.. LOL.. I wonder how many people will walk out of the exam hall before the first half hour? =/ Even today during the Moral exam, more than 10 people went out and its not even half an hour yet! D: It took me 2 hours and 20 minutes to finish the damn paper x) Tomorrow will be VERY interesting! (:

I am currently hooked on the dancing bug. Like i havent since i was born *rolls eyes*. Anyway what im saying is i recently gotten very interested in lyrical and contemporary styles of dance! (: Even tried to do MJ's signature moonwalk on pointe shoes! Yeah like that turned out perfectly.. -.- Ended up doing the chicken little :D I feel so stupid HAHAHAHA. Dont get me wrong, chicken little rocks! ;)

Sylvia, study. Remember?

Yah yah. Wish me luck for tomorrow! ;D
I miss dancing ): -Wont be going for class on Saturday! Attending a cousin's wedding.-
xoxoxo!

Ps: Definitely Maybe will also be performing on the Go Green Party alongside Dichi Michi! (: As Tasha pointed out, notice how their band initials are the same! LOL :D Awesomeness! You can check them out on their myspace! www.myspace.com/definitely

I should never make promises i cant keep =P

I am not suppose to blog.

But here i am anyway. Rejoice people! :D

Sooo.. The first week of exams is over and done with. :DDDD I will never have to touch a BM or SEJARAH book in my whole life again!!!! :DDDD Omg its a new beginning :D I feel as if im merdeka already! Woohooo!

So how did I do? Hmm =/ Bm was alright. The essays weren't complicated and the tatabahasa part was actually doable! :D Awesome eh? Even the komsas part wasnt as bad as usual! (: So all in all i guess im aiming for a B. *Hopefully a lovely pemeriksa will give me an A- or something* Dream on lah Sylvia.

Sejarah hmmm.. I think.. Its just a thought! But i think that i may be able to pass o_o I KNOW I KNOW. WAIT. Its hard to process, but i seriously think i can! Although confirm 90% of it is all wrong. But i still think i can! :D Lol! Dont ask me where all this positive attitude came from! x) I seriously have no idea. Oh and i wanna thank Cck for tutoring me in Sejarah even though he knew i was hopeless! :D THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! (:

So English. It was really fun! :D The essay especially! I chose question 4: End your story with "We said our goodbyes and went our separate ways". I did a story about me being stalked and then kidnapped by this lunatic when i was 15, who brought me to a totally different country. Then i tried to escape multiple times but since i had no idea where i was going or where am i, my attempts always fail and he brought me back everytime. So after a while, i thought to myself what was the point of resisting? Maybe i was doomed and will be forever his? So shouldnt i try atleast to enjoy the time i have even though its away from my loved ones and with this stranger? And thats exactly what i did. Then here's the twisted part; I ended up falling madly, deeply and irrevocably in love with him. Its like our souls are tied together. My twisted love story.

*Okay i got that inspiration from the Twilight series and Christine Feehan's Dark series, the book Dark Magic which incidently is full of nothing but sex. Thank you Embrys for that delightful book! HAHAHA* So moving on ;D

I lived with him for 3 years. My passionate hatred and anger turned into passionate love until one day i felt guilty of abandoning my family like that. So with Jake's encouragement i called them up and they demanded me home or else they would have to involve the police and there will be a massive manhunt like the last time. *shivers* And yeah so i wrote about my mixed emotions, anger, sadness, happiness, desperation, conflicting thoughts and emotions, my hunger and need for Jake blablablabla all that stuff. How it tore inside to leave him but at the same time feeling guilty of doing that to my family and a faint longing to meet them. How it agonised Jake a hundred times fold than what i was ever feeling. How i knew if i decided to go home that it will be the last time ever i'll be seeing Jake. Cuz if i dont, my parents will involve the police anyway and Jake will be locked up for life because who would ever understand? So its like the exchange of my 'freedom' for his.

In the end it was Jake who 'brought me home'. Jake who prised my hands away from him as i clung on desperately while my family waited for me a little way off thinking i've gone mad. Jake who whispered words of comfort and promised to be there in my shadow always even though i could see it in his eyes that he was literally dying. My kidnapper turned lover. We both knew it was the right thing to do but I especially fought hard against it. So yes indeed "we said our goodbyes and went our separate ways". And tada =D If i could i wanted to write more. About how one day in the future, I saw someone who looked sooo familiar watching me as i made my way from the bookstore. Someone who even w/o contact made my heart beat faster and made me feel warm and complete. Someone who infront of my very eyes disappeared into the shadows leaving me with nothing but a familiar scent to remind me of what used to be.

But of course i cant because i had to end it with we said our goodbyes blablabla.. ): Damn! I was like soo syiok sendiri man! So happy to challenge the ordinary! Lol i think i read too much love stories x) And why did i bold-ed and coloured a few phrases? Sorry sorry i was being 'in the moment' :D HAHAHA

Anyway so another exam i had was EST - English for Science & Technology. Was quite okay (: I think i got all the objective questions right. 8D Lol! No, im not being boastful (: *angelic smile* HAHAHA

So just like that, 4 subjects gone *poof!* =) Another 6 more to go and 14 papers to sit for! And guess what people? 17 days to freedom! Weeeee (: Time flies yo! It only seemed like yesterday that i wrote '17 days to SPM on my left arm' (': Now i can write '17 days to freedom :D' Ahhhh (: Ooh which reminds me! This is what i wrote to keep me going.

Harsh, i know! :( But sometimes you gotta do whatever it takes ;) *brave smile* I can do this!! D: *agonised expression* Lol! Im so comical sometimes. What a drama queen!

Hey a small announcement to make on the Go Green Party! (: Those interested to perform and showcase your talents please feel free to give your names to Tasha! Or me lah if you x kenal her.. Lol (: Tasha said any talents are welcomed except for pole dancing and stripping! =X Now there goes my plan ;( HAHAHAH! Joke, joke! :D

Spm, dont bullshit me.

xoxo!

Miss me when im gone!

Hey hey!

So everyone knows that SPM is only 4 days away. And freedom is in 24 days! So close i can definitely taste it ;D This will be my last post till SPM is over and done with. *Though i cant guarantee that cuz everyone knows im an internet addict* ;D But i will of course TRY! (: So if you guys wanna contact me just sms me or something aight? (: No pressure! But....

Please DO sms or i will die kesunyian among my textbooks.

Or just spam my facebook or chatbox if you're missing me too much =D *perasaning*

Anyway,

GOOD LUCK TO ALL SPM CANDIDATES! :D

And be sure to attend the Go Green Party 09 as well! (;

So the latest update on THE SCANDAL OF THE YEAR? ;D

Yes, she's smiling ;)

So here's the evidence. You draw up your own conclusion ;D Love you guys! muahahhahaahaha

Old picture of me and my girls. Love you all sooo much! ;D We're so close we can totally share underwear if we want. IF WE WANT. lol! No need to be grossed out. =P

Ahhh. Wish me luck y'all! =X

xoxoxo

Check out the flyer! (: 7 days to SPM. Wth am i doing?

The Go Green Party flyer designed by Natasha Tan! (: This is the original flyer. The copies that we're giving out unfortunately has no colour but it still looks pretty awesome to me! ;D Oh and if you notice, it says down there "please recycle this paper" and you are encouraged to do so but of course after the party! (:

So guys.. Better book your tickets and arrange for the payment ASAP! =) You can send me an SMS to 0162475010. SMS guys. I wont be picking up any unknown numbers unless you send me an sms telling me who you are first cuz i dont want to waste time talking to jerks who prankcall. LOL (:

Or you could of course contact Ariff (017-3843055) or Tasha (014-3258336) =)

So moving on.

There's only 7 days left till SPM! D: And im still chillin'. History on the first day as well! I think im soo gonna die ): I need to get my priorities right! But its just soo hard ): Im addicted to facebook. I like to spam ): Spamming is fun ):

*slaps own face*

I NEED TO WAKE UP.

My countdown calendar on my left arm isnt working. -.-

So i guess i should go study. =/ Yeah right. See you guys!

xoxoxo

Go green party update on ticket pricing! Sorry for the confusion caused!

Omg i am so sorry! There's a NEW party update about the pricing! It is now RM 60 flat & Rm 70 for door payment! No more special early bird discounts lol! (: Please book & pay your tickets pronto! I am sooooo sorry for the inconvenience + confusion + multiple changes caused! =( Feel free to verbally abuse me at my chatbox if you feel the need to. x( There wont be any changes after this..... hopefully.. =X


Oh oh and usually at prom there will be a crowned prom queen & prom king right? So since this is a party there wont be a 'prom king or queen'. Instead there will be 2 titles up for grabs which are "That Green Gentleman" and "Mama Nature". :D Concept is about the same though =) And please try to incorporate something green into your outfit k! Want some ideas? How about GLOW IN THE DARK GREEN NEON PAINT or those GLOWSTICKS ppl use for concerts & stuff.. Show the support yo! ;D In any way you can (:


Again, sorry for the confusion caused! :(

xoxo

ATTENTION! Go Green Party update! (:

Hello earthlings! (:


I am happy to finally confirm that the Go Green Party '09 is to be held on the 17th of December 2009! (: There's a slight change in the pricing though.


The first 40 people to pay - Rm 55
The 41st person onwards to pay - Rm 65
Payment at door - Rm 70


So be sure to book your tickets and make your payment now to Natasha Tan or Ariff Hilmy! (: Or to me lah also boleh ;D The other details of the Party remains unchanged (:



THE GO GREEN PARTY!

Theme: Go Green!
Venue: Prescott Metro Inn Ballroom, Kajang
Date: 17th December 2009 [CONFIRMED!] =)
Time: 7.30pm – 12.00am
Fee: *refer above*
Dresscode: Not too casual/formal. SEMI-FORMAL
Featuring: Kajang’s very own fast rising band, DICHI MICHI, loads of music and more performances!


NO ALCOHOL
NO DRUGS
TOTALLY HALAL :DD


Future changes will be notified. Stay tuned for the updates.For more information or questions, contact Ariff (017-3843055) or Tasha (014-3258336)

P/s: Do pass the news around and invite everyone! (:


Be sure to make it! (:


xoxo

Something new, something different. First stage-call. (:

There's a sinister smile playing on my face.

Thinking about all the things we said.

With no where to go i turn to you

Looking for the light

Eyes so bright

And suddenly the curtain falls.

And i realised you may not be the one after all.

Is it the end of play?

I walk around in a daze

waiting for the light of day.

And then

A burst of silver

So surreal.

Made me turn around

Its all real.

From behind the curtains you appear

Memories rush forward

Startling and vivid

The tears come as naturally as ever

Beauty caught in the moment.

Embraced in your arms

i was still.

Confused by emotions

awakening.

Yet there's a hurt

Which i cant explain.

For there be no reason.

Will it hurt to let this go?

Was it wrong for me to hope?

And then the smile returns.

I need not fear.

I live in the moment.

Face the music

Let it play out.

And the light remains.

Symbolic,

Not hopeful.

Flickering but never dies out.

Still warm.

I can live with this.