Meant to be

I want you to know
Its not too late
There's still time for you
To appreciate
Dont you ever stop
to smell the roses?
Things dont have to be
Just black and white.


Bridge 1:
In time you will see
what Ive seen all along
That you were selfish
Narrow and small
You never cared
You never noticed
But still, its not too late.


Chorus:
Thank you
for all the things you did
for all the hurt you said
poured out of you like
sweet black poison.
Look, just look at me!
I lapped it up
How stupid of me
But you and I
were meant to be (yeah)
We're meant to be.


Should have done something
should have said something
Before you went your way
Dont you ever stop
to notice the little things
that were so important to me?
Is that how its gonna be?


Bridge 2:
In time you will see
What Ive seen all along
That you were selfish
Narrow and small
You never cared
You never noticed
But still, i forgive you.


Repeat Chorus.


You cant fight it off
This feeling suffocates us both
Desperation kills
You are mine to hold.
We're meant to be
(I love you)
You and me
(no other)


I love you for the hate you gave
Insane i know but i cant help it
This sacrificial love,
I am yours for eternity.


In time you will see
What ive seen all along
That you are free
but still tied to me
by the threads of
a broken heart.

Finally.

Hey people! :) Im so sorry for not doing my usual blogging. Ive been really lazy! xD Existing in this monotone got me this way :P


Hmmm so whats new? Lets see. I finally got enrolled into a driving academy. Itu pun my dad that enrolled me without my knowledge. =.= Gosh im so lazy these days! :) hee.. So ive passed my KPP Undang thingy. 48/50! Woots! =D And i just sat for the 6 hour long ceramah yesterday. Thank God the speaker was fun & horny! :D hahahaha. He has awesome horny stories to tell us! So it wasnt that boring :) But after hours of sitting my butt just couldnt handle the torture D: Lol. I cant wait for my first driving lesson! :)


Saturday night, had a ballet performance for Natalie's dad's company dinner. HUGE EVENT. Loads of performers & guests. There were VIPs & plenty of camera crews. Elaborate outfits & costumes. There were makeup artistes & hair stylists especially for the performers. Awesome kan? (: heh. Its the first time i wore fake eyelashes! hahah :D Okay im lame. -.- We performed Music Of The Night of The Phantom of The Opera. It was a mixture of ballet, pointe work, jazz, popping & hiphop. Went quite well. Atleast i didnt forget my steps! hahahhaa :D There's also a hiphop performance by Kristal & the gang choreographed by Luke. Very awesome! :))) hehe Currently i have no photos but will post them up if i manage to fish some ;)




Oh and this Thursday me and maddie would like to meet up with the Go Green crew again! :)) MISS YOU GUYS BANYAK BANYAK LAH! For lunch & bowling & plenty of camwhore sessions after school ;D What do you say? :) Come comeee! :) Let me know aight! Love you all!



Ps: Ariff is gonna finish up the song i wrote "Song For You" for me! :D yay! THANK YOU ARIFF! Do whatever you like with it. Go and conduct my orchestra ;D Lol thats lameee. hahahha Weeee! :D Thanks ariff! :)


xoxoxo!

The Greatest Power is knowing when to Stop.

Act now before its too late. For your future, for your loved ones, for yourself!

A friend inspired this post. Congratz on your decision! :)

xoxoxo!

A short update

Whats new:


I've watched Old Dogs & Paranormal Activity. Whoever told me P.A. aint scary is a douchebag D: Freaked me out like shit! And until now i still get goosebumps. :S Idk maybe its just me. Lol.


Maddie started college this week! :) UTAR. And she already met a hot guy & made a huge impression at the Talent Time Auditions. I so wanna be her right now! ;D haha!


I just redyed my hair the second time, 20 mins ago. Lets hope the red really pops this time! :)


I have Latin class tonight! My 3rd class so far :D Weeee! Which reminds me, mom bought new heels purposely for Latin! ): Im sooo jealous! And then decided she's not gonna use it cuz its too pretty. -_- An excuse for a new shoe! No fair D:


My current obsession is ASH from Massacre Conspiracy! :D Ahhhhh he just looks sooo cool! :D Damn i hope he doesnt see this. Kantoi mannn. x) I wasnt suppose to stalk people online! Oops.. =X heh.. Anyway, a friend pointed out that One Jet is hot as well :D hahaha Gosh i need to shut up :)




Then you'll find that once again you long,
To take your heart back and be free
If you'll ever find a moment
Spare a thought for me.



xoxo

WDC Ballet photoshoot

More pictures during the photoshoot! Enjoy! :)

SuAnn :)



Shermaine & Naomi

Celine :)


Celine :)

Celine :)

Celine :)

Celine :)

Me & Celine :)

Credits to Jade Wong & Rose Ong for the use of their pictures! :)

xoxo!

In dire need of a Movie Marathon!

Omg i desperately need a movie buddy ): I have LOADS of movies i want to watch but no one to watch them with! D: Maddie is busy with college, Denissa is in NS, Embrys is working 6 days a week 9am till 7pm, Ariff and the rest are in school. And weekends im not free. :( MACAM MANA NI?!!


Sooo calling all movie goers, lets make a date! ;)

Alvin and the chipmunks 2! :D




Sherlock Holmes!


Old dogs! :D

Paranormal Activity =X

Just some of the movies im dying to watch! :) I just need a movie buddy! :) So anyone desperate to hangout please text me!


xoxo!

Song For You

You're so desperate
You write with your own blood
Surrounded by these walls
You try to call her name
But there is nothing but your echoes
The echoes of your life
Bounced off the wall
Back to you
Only for you to hear

Chorus:-
Time has run out
You are forgotten
In her heart
The hole that was you
Has already been filled
You need not pretend
That it doesn't bother you
Because you care
Because it still hurts
Deep down under

You cannot get to her
For she is protected
By angels all around
While you sit here contemplating
About the little that you have
I know she's better off
Where she's at right now
You cant believe it
You cant stand it

You never cared
You never noticed
Even when she's
Right infront of you

Chorus

Ohh...

You never cared
You never noticed
Even when Im
Right infront of you


Chorus 2:-
Time has run out
You are so damned forgotten
In my heart
The hole that was you
Has already been filled
You need not pretend
That it doesn't bother you
Because you care
Because you care
About me leaving you

Your ego is so unbearable
But just look at you now
So lost
So lonely
Ohh I wish you well
And I'll just sit here and watch
As you disintegrate yourself
Self-destruct!

Chorus 2, 1 till end..


Another old piece. Pick your own tune to this. I have none :) Heh.

xoxo!

Ballet photoshoot 10/01/10

WENDY'S DANCE CENTRE PHOTOSHOOT DAY 1

On Sunday we had a photoshoot session for our dance studio. And of course with this many cameras around we just had to have our own little photography session a.k.a camwhoring session. ;D Lol! So, pictures! Mind you, these are just some pictures that we took and not the actual pictures from the photography session. :)

Wendy's dance centre! Come & join us now! :D

SuAnn. Kristal. Melanie. Hwey ling. Jia Ern.

SuAnn. Kristal. HweyLing. JiaErn. Melanie.


Samantha. Shermaine. *the others idk their names* xD

HweyLing. SuAnn. Melanie. JiaErn. Kristal.

Carin & Ying Wei jakuning with the camera. LOL

Rachel. *the others idk their names either* :D

Celestine. Jeng Yee. :)

Celine & I practicing our Attitude derriere en pointe :)

Yay us! :)

Celine & Me. :)

Take Two.



We love our purple tutus :D

I love my green balloon :DDD

You gotta wait a lil longer for the actual photos ;D I dont know when they're gonna be ready but when i get my hands on them i'll definitely post it up here :)

Credits to Celine Tang for the use of her pictures! :)

xoxoxo!