Happy Hallomania (:

Omg.. Im getting obsessed about the party thing D: Its the only thing i can think about! x( Even searched the web for a pic of the ballroom.. I havent seen it yet x) Looks okay to me =S Oh well.. Also searched lots of green ideas (: Printed some out. Gonna pass them to Ariff or Tasha. Its like the least i can do since i'll be busy all throughout November and first week of December ): Spm in 18 days and counting! D: After 8th of December, TOTAL UNLIMITED FREEDOM :DDDDD

Omg i sound like an X pax commercial. -_-

Not daddy approved. ):



Daddy approved. (:

Anyway i went shopping last week and bought my green dress already (: Just a simple party dress. Initially bought it for a wedding that i had to attend sometime in November which had the SAME colour theme D: Shades of green. Figured i could save money and recycle the dress for the party (: But of course we still need to have our shopping trip after Spm girlfriends! (; Plus a hottie will be performing that night ;D You girls are gonna scream ;) Not saying who or what just yet, its a surprise! ;D

Those who know the secret please SHUT UP! (: That means you, EMBRYS YONG ;D Cuz Nissa wont tell (:

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

I also bought this GO GREEN Tshirt from Giordano (: A must-have! :D

Lol. Anyway :D

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! (:

xoxoxo

The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste. Gahh (:

Finally got all my trial results! :S So here it is..


BM: C
English: A
EST: A
Maths: A
Addmaths: B
Physics: B
Chem: C
Bio: C
Moral: A
Sej: 9G


So thats 4As 2Bs 3Cs & 1G. =.=

But what im really stoked about is my ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS! :DDDDD I GOT A B PEOPLE! 61%! :DDDD Ahhhhh im soooo happy! ((((((((:


Congratz to Zoe Jing for getting 92% on his Addmaths & altogether 8As this trials! (:


So anyway.


I have not been studying.
I am distracted.
I keep singing.
I am always so lazy + tired.
I am upset MU lost to Liverpool. (Give chance only la =P wakakkaa)
I am worried i cant score for Chemistry.
I am worried that i am so gonna fail Sejarah. AGAIN.
I am determined to get an A for Addmaths & Physics.
I am worried i wont be able to do a bow and arrow anymore ):
I am worried about my ballet.
I have not been practising anything.
My piano teacher is going to screw me for not practising AGAIN.
I need to cut my fingernails.
I spend Rm10 in two days for my phone credit.
I have no idea where all that money gone to.
I mean i sms practically nobody D:
I dont like answering calls anymore. :S
I let the phone ring like some idiot.
I had my period today and am currently in pain + frustrated.
I want to learn Latin ballroom dancing!
I want to learn pole dancing!
I want to learn lyrical + contemporary!
I want to learn jazz!
I want to learn them all! D:
I miss cheerleading ):
I want to go shopping with my girls! ):
VARNA SUCKS. HATE YOUU ):
Izzal called me pillow arms! -.-
Yong said i looked like a camel. -_-
Yong ALSO said i have only 1 boob and its on my forehead. WTF.
Cck asked 'Whats a Lady Gaga?' HAHAHAHHAHA
I had my last tuition class at Excel today ):
My bro screwed me for spilling coke all over his keyboard. x(
I cant get Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift - Two is better than one out of my head! :)
I am now addicted to Colbie Caillat's Falling for you! (:
I have never seen Maddie this dilamun batu before o.o
Embrys is an ass :D
Denissa is soooooo cute when she's jealous! (:
Hurairah asked me about my dance performance for prom last year! (:
I hope he dances with me this year (:
He said he's interested but he needs to check his schedule (:
HAH. SEE THAT EMBRYS? :D
Lastly, i dont get whats up with the sudden rubiks cube craze.
Its annoying! =/


So there. :D Random thoughts from my head shared with you all (: I'd really love to do a proper update but im so short of time right now! x) We're still debating bout the PARTY DATE. But most probably it'll be on 14th DEC. Still NOT CONFIRMED YET. But it be will soon! (:

Oh and to all those haters, SHUT THE F UP. Didnt your mommy tell you if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say anything at all! Pfft.. Kids nowadays. =/


Ps: Congratz to Jerjer for passing his latin dance exam! :D Awesome!


Till next post,
xoxo!

The world just HAS to be against me

We lost :( 2-0.

All hell is letting loose.

END-OF-THE-YEAR PARTY 2009 and YOU are invited! (:

LISTEN UP PEEPS! YOU ARE ALL INVITED TO.....



THE GO GREEN PARTY!


Theme: Go Green!
Venue: Prescott Metro Inn Ballroom, Kajang
Date: 12th December 2009 (not confirmed)
Time: 7.30pm – 12.00am
Fee: RM 55
Dresscode: Not too casual/formal. SEMI-FORMAL
Featuring: Kajang’s very own fast rising band, DICHI MICHI, loads of music and more performances!


NO ALCOHOL
NO DRUGS
TOTALLY HALAL :DD


Future changes will be notified. Stay tuned for the updates.For more information or questions, contact Ariff (017-3843055) or Tasha (014-3258336)

P/s: Do pass the news around and invite everyone! (:



Okay.. So this year the Jasmin crew is doing something a little different (: Instead of doing a prom like all the other schools, we decided to host a mega end-of-the-year party! :D Its gonna be so awesome with band performances like DICHI MICHI. (: Havent heard of them? Excuse me you should! Go check out their myspace profile! (; www.myspace.com/dichimichi


Incidently, X-plodetes support Dichi Michi as well! ;D


Anyway.


So about the theme of this event. GO GREEN. It means wear shades of green (: *I know Embrys will be all excited -.-* But that doesnt mean you need to wear ALL GREEN! I mean we're not leprechauns right? -.- So you can still wear a black dress or shirt or whatever but also creatively incorporate the colour green into your outfit! (: It may be a green sash or some funky green tie! Anything as long as you have something green or if not yellow (:


So ive been hearing a lot of people regretting not coming to our prom last year since it was a tonne of fun with Bunkface, Dichi Michi and even a surprise appearance by Sansan from Pee Wee Gaskins, Indonesia. Yes Indonesia people ;D So this year make sure you come alright? (; Its gonna be the same amount of fun (or even better!) with the same old crazy Jasmin-ians who loves to get down and do some booty shaking! ;D


Its the people who make the party aight! Not the venue or how many stars hotel blablabla whether the napkins on the table are folded into bird shapes or not. -.- Im not even sure we have tables at this party! :S Yes, it'll be a whole lot of dancing, singing, jumping, screaming and i know Ariff and the gang would engage in some humping! -.- hahahha (:



Oh yeah i should also mention that the ballroom is not very big. So incase we get a flood of party goers all wanting to get in, its first come first serve people! You pay earlier, the chances of getting in are better (: So with that said.


To whom can you pay?

For those who know Ariff or Tasha you can pay to them. If not you can also pay to me! (: But the date as said above is still not confirmed yet. I'll definitely update you guys about it here on my blog so keep your underwear on! (: No need to panic kay? ;D


Lastly, although its a PARTY, we'd like to keep it semiformal (: And also NO DRUGS or ALCOHOL aight? Keep it clean guys! (:


For more info or questions please leave messages on my CHATBOX kay.. (: Dont leave a comment on the post. Cuz i dont have email follow-ups (: Please and thank you! (:



xoxo

Hate me all you like. <3

Oh my god.


I have exactly 30 days left till SPM. Where did all the time went?!


And to top it off, IM SICK. Bloody hell. At first it was just a bit of flu, nothing big. But now im developing a fever. zzz. Atleast i get to skip school today! (: Which means i also skipped Bio gerak gempur exam :D Woots!


-EDITED-


To YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.


Oh its on. (;



Much love!
xoxo

Im single! (:

Today might just be one of my most heart-crushing moments ever! :'(




SHE BROKE UP WITH ME WTF. -_-


Dear Sylvia,

I'm sorry to tell you that we are over. LOL. As you can see, I have changed my FAcebook status from In An Open Relationship to Single. It's not that I don't love you anymore! But you see, my boyf signed up for fb and I can...not let him find out that we're together. LOOL. And fb doesn't allow me to put 2 names for therelationship status.

JUst to tell you I had loads of fun during our relationship. But I'm afraid I cannot provide you enough love as I cannot give 2 people the same love. Tsk tsk. SO I solemly declare you as my ex-boyf/girlf. And I'm letting you go so that you may have more experience with another man/woman that could provide you enough love for you & your family (wth?)

So, it's..
GOODBYE TO YOU.
GOODBYE TO EVERYTHING THAT I KNEW.
YOU WERE THE ONE I LOVE.
AND THE ONE THING THAT I TRY TO HOLD ON TO..

But I'm sure we could still be bestfriends when we see each other :D
I hope you'll understand.

xx

WTF.

Comments:
Melvinder Singh gosh u guys are so funny.


And so the enemy (Seow Zhen Sern) won. HAHAHA. And she broke up with me on her birthday too! -.- THROUGH FACEBOOK! :( what the hell. But i still love her anyway (: And atleast she took the time to write a real break up letter! LOLOLOL. xD


Soo.. Embrys was bugging me to DATE her since me and Denissa are over. -_-


Embrys Yong: i wanted to date u but u just wont appreciate me.WHY???
Me: EMBRYS. Wake up. I AM NOT SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO YOU WTF. x)


Sad case. She is still confused about her sexuality. -.-


Anyway (:


IM SINGLE! COME DATE ME (; ROFLMAOWTF


Nissa would be so proud! (':


xoxo

Dear Sarah (:

Im really really really BORED. No one is online. :( And im feeling real guilty for not studying like i know im supposed to. Plus im hungry :( Mummy left me all alone at home without lunch! D: Feeling like practising my cheer stretches + ballet but its kinda depressing seeing how much my skills have deteriorated. I cant even pull a decent bow and arrow now! D: And my scorpion really sucks as well :( Have to really work on my back flexibility again. *sigh*

Oh and did i mention IM HUNGRY? D:

*grumbles*

So anyway. (:

To SARAH CHEW SWEET YERN! :D

I know you're having a real hard time now. I mean you're more stressed than i am and im sitting for SPM this year! =X Believe in yourself cuz i know you can do it! (: Dont think about dropping out of the exam because whats the point if you do? You've already paid Rm800+ for it so might as well just take the exam and see how it goes. YOU WONT FAIL SARAH! You'll get atleast a merit okay. (; With skills like yours! Even if you dont feel satisfied with the results, like you said you can resit the exam next year with me (: Aww come on sarah think positive! You're so much better than i am! (:

Who got 94/100 distinction for grade 7 exam? (;

Who got nearly a distinction (70+) for Advance Found exam? (;

See you dont have to worry! I know you'll do great! (: And if you dont i told you i wont be disappointed in you or anything. In fact, im already soo proud of you for achieving so much in this short period of time! (: Sarah, you and Hwey Ling both had what? 2 months + only to prepare for the exam! And you're doing soo great already! There's no point stressing yourself out over a fail because you two definitely WONT get a fail alright? Have more confidence! You two are THE BEST ballet dancers in the whole school right now. I know right now you'd be saying "NOOOO" but yes sarah you are! (; I know Celine agrees with me =P

I love you soo much! Just have fun with this exam. Leave all your worries behind when you step into the exam room. Have fun! DANCE! When you're enjoying what you're doing the examiner can see that cuz there will be a sparkle in your eye and you'll definitely catch her attention! (: Sarah you can do it! And remember, im already soo proud of you! Everyone is! So dont worry too much alright? Again, I LOVE YOU! (:

If you need anything just sms me or give me a call. You want to borrow anything, you can have them all! (: (Ohmygod that rhymes o.o) HAHAHA Anyway, GOOD LUCK! And THINK POSITIVE. Go kick some ballet butt next Thursday alright? (;

Good Luck to Hwey Ling as well! (: And also to PeiJean! (:

See Sarah you're so great you dont even realise it! LOL. (: Start believing in yourself kay..

I love you sarah! (:

-edited-

Good Luck Jerjer for your Latin dance exam next Saturday and the performance on Sunday! (;

Fubusessed. :D

Pictures from the Prefects' Feast aka Jamuan Pengawas of SMKTJ2 2009 at The Mines Hotel! (: I am loving LOVING the fans! :D Awesome doorgift idea eh? ((((: And i got the pink one! :DDD Woots! Okay so here are the pictures! (:

Embrys

Maddie

Me

Nissa (fubu)

Tasha (:

Yes yes yes! Im back to camwhoring! (; Thanks to my besties lah. And incase you're wondering whats a Fubu, it is short for F***ING BUDDY :D Who taught me that? My mum of all people! LOL. (: So yes, that hottie right there is Denissa Goh Pei Jurn and she's my f***ing buddy (: HAHA. NO, you CANNOT steal her! :( Least of all Seow Zhen Sern! D: *Locks eyes on the enemy* LOL (:

Anyway.

HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY TO THE SEXY KING JACE LOK KAM SENG! (: (15 October 2009)

Jace and I (:

Too bad in this picture there's a certain UNWANTED DISGUSTING THING in the background called Lee-iamdisgusting-chunwai. D: If only i had time to censore his face :( Oh well.

Okay so why do i call him the SEXY KING? Because it is a name given to him by his MALE buddies. Yes, MALE. (: Wont mention names cuz they'll literally kill me. And they just cant get enough of him and his 'sexiness' apparently. So yeah. Sexy King! (: LOL. Btw, my fubu is the SEX GODDESS (: Cool eh? And no i did not give her that name incase you're thinking im a sexually-driven sex-crazy lesbian! D: I AM SO NOT OKAY. I just happen to love my fubu (: Alright moving on people.

I finally got invited to a Raya Open House! (: *Nazril's* Whoop-de-doo! Its about time too. I mean its already Deepavali! :D Which reminds me.

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!! (:

Dont forget my muruku!

Oh and here! (: A random convo with Embrys on Msn earlier.

lucky-1992@hotmail.com says:
ohmygod
there is 1 girl fr jb
i duno her
she know me
she come ask me
you tan jee han's gf?
wth!
what is wrong wit the pppl in this world

Alexa S. Howard says:

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

lucky-1992@hotmail.com just sent you a nudge.

LOLOLOLOL! :D

I love you Embrys (: But perhaps he loves you as well? (;

I am not suggesting anything! *innocent look that no one buys*

Okay so thats all for this post. Oh and DONT FORGET MY FUBU'S BIRTHDAY ON THE 18TH OCTOBER, SUNDAY! (:

I love you guys! (: Keep me in your dreams aight? (;

xoxoxo

Jamuan Pengawas 2009

So today we had our Prefects' Feast or Jamuan Pengawas at The Mines Hotel. Really cute MJ performance by Fadhil, Luqman & the gang! :D And the door gifts were just sooo awesome and pretty! We had everything personalized with our names! How cool is that eh? :DDD Took some pictures, all of it with Embrys & Denissa at the moment. Will upload them when i get the chance :D

Best thing about today's trip? We get to skip Maths Gerak Gempur =DDDDDD Okay so thats it i guess.. Oh and to all X-plodetes cheerleaders reading this: YOU ARE INVITED TO NAZRIL'S OPEN HOUSE THIS SATURDAY! (:

BE THERE!


Just a short update,
xoxo!

My blog turns 1! (:

Oh wow oh wow oh wow oh wow!

Okay so i just checked my blog history and realised that my blog is exactly 1 year + 1 month old! (: And i totally forgot to celebrate my blog's first birthday, which is on September 9 2008. So since today's also the 9th -i know its already October but better late than never right? (:- I guess its only appropriate to celebrate it now and wish my blog a very happy 1st + 1 month birthday! :D

Okay i know this is confusing because im the one who's writing all these posts and stuff and if i do wish my blog a happy birthday, who am i gonna wish it to? Me? Mua? Myself? Or should i go like:

HEY BLOGGIE! A VERY HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY! (: THANK YOU FOR ALL THE ENTERTAINMENT, INFORMATION, OPINIONS, WISHES, HOPES AND ASPIRATIONS THAT YOU HAVE SO GENEROUSLY SHARED AND CONFIDED WITH ALL OF US. ALTHOUGH NOT ALL THAT YOU SAY HAS BEEN PLEASANT TO THE EYES OR EARS -yes ears! Because some of my posts seem to shout.- BUT YOU HAVE PROVIDED NONETHELESS A VERY ENJOYABLE READING. -well atleast i hope so- KEEP ON WRITING! LOVE, SYLVIA.

???????

And then there's this other part of me that just screams with jealousy because I am the one who's been writing all these posts day and night and my dear blog gets the credit?! All it does is exist! I put in the content! D: I, Sylvia. Me ME MEEEE! D:

Okay keep calm. *breathes*

LOL. Okay so im losing my point here. My point is my blog is finally a erm how should i call it? A senior? A graduate? Ah heck. Anyway one year of blogging is a pretty long time with a few hundred posts, 17300+ views and hundreds and hundreds of pictures especially! So i guess my blog does deserve some credit! :D

So guys, wishes and comments are VERY welcomed! (; Either to my blog or to me, i dont really care. ;D

OMGOMGOMG! Im just so in love with this cake! :DDDD As you all know my blog is very influenced by Ballet and Cheerleading. So i think this is just so appropriate! :))))))

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY BLOGGGIIIIEEEE!

Much love! xoxo

When is it all gonna come together?

THERE. A CAMWHORE PICTURE. LIKE FINALLY.

AND ITS NOT CLICKING.

I seriously need to brush up on my skills. Ahh whatever (:

Bio paper 1 came back today. BAD.BAD.BAD. 24/50. So combined total: 51%

Atleast i didnt fail.

xoxo

Nerding it up :D

Its 11.20pm.

Physics gerak gempur paper 1 & 3 tomorrow =/ Nissa is absent. Again. :(
Feeling so tired and emo! Dont know whats up. Pms? Nah i still have atleast 2-3 weeks.

Anyway on a brighter note (: I managed to stop eating unnecessarily -not without many ugly internal battles that would leave me wounded forever- Okay that was emo. -_- Wtf is wrong with me?!

*SLAPS SELF*

*TWICE FOR GOOD MEASURE*

:D

Man i can feel the weight coming off. :D I assure you its not purely psychological. I mean there HAS to be some improvement right?

RIGHT?

-_-


I realised i need to start camwhoring again. O.O Im seriously becoming a total nerd. To be honest i cant wait for the Addmaths Gerak Gempur on Monday :D Maybe i should flip my hair. =/ So the brain cells can drop off a bit :D LOL.


Okay so anyway just wanna wish all PMR students GOOOOOD LUCK! ;D Just thank God that its PMR and not SPM D:

God damn it. Must i remind myself everytime? -.- Okay i seriously need to SLEEP. Im definitely VERY sleep deprived. D: But my biological clock is all wrong and now i cant sleep till after 12. And i need to find some material to REEEAAADDD D: Or i wont be able to fall asleep. =/

Yes, i am serious.

I recently bought the last book of the Inkheart trilogy, Inkdeath by Cornelia Funke. Took me Rm50 and 2 nightly reading sessions. Damn. Thats like Rm 25 a night :S I dont think i can even earn that much doing prostitution! D: Oh well maybe one day. (: When my boobs get bigger or something.

PFT.

Like they ever will.

Ps: I like them just the way they are. I dont need no double Ds to please (; LOLOLOL. It was a joke people :)


So just a short update. Will update more when i get my other trial results. Ooh this reminds me! I got 53/100 for Bio paper 2 (: Okay lah tu! Not as bad as i expected it to be. Though i have no chance of getting A anymore. Which means another target not achieved =/ Hopefully my Maths & Addmaths will be better! :D


I DONT FUCKING CARE I NEED TO PASS MY ADDMATHS THIS TIME D: OR IT LITERALLY MEANS THE END OF THE WORLD! THE END. THE APOCALYPSE. DOOMSDAY. HARI KIAMAT. OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT. DDDDDD:

Spoken like a true nerd. :)

Congratulations to my darling Maddie for passing her Addmaths trial paper! :DD Lovelove xoxo

Thats all for now. (: xoxo!

The Anna inside of us

So trials are SO OVER :D Thank God. But now we have this gerak gempur to deal with?! WTF. It is completely POINTLESS i tell you! Why? Because the teachers have not finished marking even the trial papers and now there's more papers for them to mark. I dont think we'll be getting back our gerak gempur papers anytime soon. LOL. So anyway (:

Here's my Spm trial results so far. It definitely did not meet my expectations on Sejarah, Physics, Biology & not even BM. -_-

Moral: 85%, A1

Physics: 63% B4

Sejarah: 30%, G9 [God damn it i dont believe i failed! D:]

Biology, Paper 3 so far: 25/50 (Wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwwtf)

Chemistry: Paper 1 - 27/50. Paper 3 - 31/50

English: Paper 2 - 61/75 (Wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtwfwtfw)

BM: Paper 2 - 66/110 (Wtfwtfwtwfwtfwtwftwfwtfwtf)

Yeah so thats all the papers that i got for now. My marks seem to be getting worse and worse D: And worse still, Biology paper 2 was murder i tell you! The best student in the entire form only managed to get 29/60 for Bio paper 2 not counting the essay part. What the hell. Is there any hope for the rest of us then?? *sigh*

PLUS IM SLEEP DEPRIVED AND ITS MAKING ME CRANKY D:

I recently gained weight, 4 or 5 pounds i think. Damn. Hey when im stressed i eat! D: I know its a bad habit but im definitely gonna change it! So when im stressed, i exercise? (: HAH. We'll see. I already planned to put up a 'I AM FAT' sign on my ceiling above my bed. :D *Please do not feel offended* So that when i wake up in the morning thats the first thing i see (: Motivation people!

Im not encouraging people to go THINSPO or go ANA. That is just way too skinny! But i have a thought to share. Is Anorexia Nervosa really an illness, a mental illness or maybe its just a way of life? As in thats how we choose to live our life. Sometimes like on Saturdays i used to have intense cheerleading practices in the mornings then straight off to piano class at 12pm. Then rush off again to ballet which used to start at 3pm i think. And i dont take breakfast nor lunch (: And my ballet class will be till night time and it will be atleast 9pm before i get to eat anything. And you know what, i feel fabulous. I have the energy to do all that and it made me feel light and more active for some reason.

So maybe some people just like living without food? LOL. Already that sounds wrong (: HAHAHA. I mean come on! How can you deny your own rights to eat delicious mouth watering food like Satay, Rojak, Char Koay Teow, Rendang, Mamak, kuihmuih, chocolate cakes, apple crumble, pizza, KFC *salivates* :D' HAHAHA. Yeah once in a while i'll feel like skipping a few meals or so but definitely not so extreme as refusing to eat anything!

Recently i searched the web on PRO Anorexia Nervosa websites until it even brought me to some porno sexual services website WTF. Anyway so yeah they have all these crazy stuff to 'help' you become anorexic. Like picking a FRUIT OF THE DAY. An apple for instance. And it tells you to slice the apple into 8 equal portions. Then take 2 slices for breakfast, 2 slices for lunch then 2 slices for dinner. And the remaining 2 slices as a snack whenever you feel hungry. So basically you're fooling your body into thinking you had the usual 3 meals a day. And another 'tip' is to make sure whenever you do decide to eat, eat it infront of people so that they can see you are actually eating and it wont arouse suspicion. The website even encourages you to wear baggy clothes to hide your losing-weight body from people so no one will suspect a thing! D:

Seriously those websites should be banned. But there's something nagging at me in my mind. If we ban the websites does it mean we ban a whole way of life? Because i definitely believe Anorexia is more than just an illness. Anorexia is way different from the norm. We say EAT they say DONT EAT. Its something like believing in religion or not. Me, im a freethinker, an atheist if you will, and i DO NOT TOLERATE those condeming me for it. Oh man dont get me started on this :D Cuz if i do all your mothers will probably come to me covering your eyes and ears screaming DEVIL CHILD! D: LOLOLOL.

Anyway religion is the norm. And as of yet no one has enforced a rule that those who are non-believers must be burned at the stake or something. So are we really entitled to ban, close, eradicate Anorexia Nervosa from the people and all the thousands and thousands of websites? Do we really have the right to say: Your way of living is wrong and should be terminated! No we dont. We are all humans and we cant say for sure what is right and what is wrong. Its like some say drinking is bad while others celebrate it like the Germans celebrating Oktoberfest. :D There's no real right or wrong. So what can we do about this situation? We can just let them choose and not condemn them for it. Most Anorexics end up seeking treatment and those who dont usually die. Must we feel sorry for those who lost their lives due to Anorexia? Well i dont because its what they chose. No one 'deserves to die'. But when these people choose to become Anorexic they definitely know more than us what the consequences are and apparently accepted it. Yes some people dont merely 'choose' to become Anorexic. But then thats the responsibility of their peers and family to make things right and help her out. NOT US. We cannot ban Anorexia just like how we cannot ban Beer. Both can cause death. But its your own decision whether or not to live another way of life.

I give props to all those recovering alcoholics and recovering anorexics! (:

But then again when i made that statement does it mean i dont give props to non-believers like me?

Thin is beautiful?

Can you recommend me a good tattoo parlour?

A random conversation with Izzal a few trillion years ago :)

You have failed to receive file "Jai Ho.mp3" from FCUK :D.

Alexa S. Howard - Trials are like SO OVER =D HAHAHA says:
WTF?
cancelled?
D:

FCUK says:
nola
its still runnin on my side
should i resend it?

Alexa S. Howard - Trials are like SO OVER =D HAHAHA says:
You have failed to receive file "Jai Ho.mp3" from FCUK .

FCUK says:
lol

Alexa S. Howard - Trials are like SO OVER =D HAHAHA says:
i dunno

FCUK sends:

Open(Alt+P)

Alexa S. Howard - Trials are like SO OVER =D HAHAHA says:
*fingers crossed*

FCUK says:
haha
*fingers triangled*

Alexa S. Howard - Trials are like SO OVER =D HAHAHA says:
HAHAHAH

FCUK says:
LOL
MALAY JOKE

Alexa S. Howard - Trials are like SO OVER =D HAHAHA says:
Yeah, MUST BE FROM A MALAY! =D

FCUK says:

MALAY JOKES MAKE CINA GIRL LAUGH

LOL. Malay jokes! :D Okay this is an inside joke people! Im not promoting racism here or anything. My blog is racism free! (: Alcohol free. Smoking free.

And thats FREE OF ALCOHOL AND SMOKING and NOT FREE ALCOHOL AND SMOKING. D:

I miss you Izzal! (:

Oh and you may notice that im using one . instead of 2 .. now. :) Well thats a habit i picked up from Denissa i guess. x) HAHA.

Btw,

Happy 1st of October sweetie!

This means we have only 1 month left till SPM! :D

Love, Denissa x

1st october 2009, 08:49

-An sms i received from Denissa. Brilliant way to start my morning!-

Ballet class later tonight! Im gonna wear this awesome tee that i bought from SEED for Rm35! (: Ahh i love it! (:

And im SOOOOOOOOOOOOO gonna get this as a tattoo on my ankle! :DDD The tutu will be bright red! (: Nice nice? :D

Can anyone recommend me a good tattoo parlour in KL?

Please and thank you! (:

cheers!
xoxoxo